Father's Release from Danbury

Carol Bechtel
July 20, 2011

Before entering the car, Father turns around to the press, raising his arms in victory.

Before entering the car, Father turns around to the press, raising his arms in victory.

On the night of July 20, 1984, at 11:00 p.m., Father entered the Federal Correctional Institution in Danbury, Connecticut. The scene could have been compared to a black and white movie: tall lights on the prison grounds glaring and harsh, gray gravel, black sky. Faces were colorless and hard. Only faint outlines of the landscape were visible. The air was chilly, and a media helicopter hovered overhead like a preying metallic insect in the dark. The cigarette-smoking, beer-drinking, foulmouthed reporters made vindictive remarks, rejoicing to see Father go in.

Father's car drove around a curved driveway and stopped at one end of the main building. Everyone got out, a prison door suddenly opened, and it seemed like there wasn't even time to say goodbye as first Father and then Mr. Kamiyama were ushered in. The door closed quickly, and with finality.

Father and Mother pose for a picture with some of the True Children just after Father's return to East Garden at 9 a.m. on July 4. On Father's lap (left to right): Yeon Jin Nim and Jeung Jin Nim; on Mother's lap: Hyung Jin Nim.

Father and Mother pose for a picture with some of the True Children just after Father's return to East Garden at 9 a.m. on July 4. On Father's lap (left to right): Yeon Jin Nim and Jeung Jin Nim; on Mother's lap: Hyung Jin Nim.

Like a Technicolor Movie

But the morning of July 4, 1985, was like a Technicolor movie. It seems that everything was green, and this time the only glaring light was from the morning sun. When the New York City Tribune car I was riding in went through the "gate" of the prison, there wasn't even a security guard. A bed of very red geraniums added a splash of color in the driveway. I he place looked well-kept, like a golf course, and the sky was absolutely clear and blue. There was a water tower, the cream-colored main building, and to the left, the path that Father often walked, winding gently up a hill to the minimum security building.

While waiting behind the designated media area where we parked, I couldn't help overhearing the chit-chat of the reporters. They sounded the same as one year ago. Some were taping a preface to the news story they would add later. One man was talking into a mike and camera, sarcastically calling the audience's attention to the fact that Father had served only 11 months of an 18-month sentence. It was easy to see why Father and our church have been misunderstood, for it is impossible for the public to receive truth when the "transmitters" so unabashedly bias their reports.

Father guides Young Jin Nim's hand in cutting the birthday cake. Left to right: Hyo Jin Nim, Father, Young Jin Nim, Hyung Jin Nim, and Mother.

Father guides Young Jin Nim's hand in cutting the birthday cake. Left to right: Hyo Jin Nim, Father, Young Jin Nim, Hyung Jin Nim, and Mother.

Suddenly, the car with Mother came, followed by a few other vehicles with Unification Church leaders and ministers of various denominations. They went around the same curved driveway, and Mother's car drove up to that same door Father entered one year ago. I could see Mother getting out, along with Hyo Jin Nim, Rev. Kwak, Dr. Pak, Hyo Yol Kim, and some East Garden security brothers -- all in a cluster -- and then the door opened.

It was slightly dim in the entryway. Because the press was back about 200 feet, only the cameramen with telephoto lenses could see inside clearly. One after another I could hear them saying, "There he is!" "I got him!"

The figure of a man in a royal blue shirt stood inside for a moment. Then, smiling, Father emerged -- tanned and healthy-looking. He gently embraced Mother and hugged Dr. Pak and Rev. Kwak. He never stopped smiling. I could hear shutter after shutter clicking.

Father prays deeply over breakfast at home in East Garden.

Father prays deeply over breakfast at home in East Garden.

Ministers Show Their Respect

Then, in a respectfully timed and orderly manner, the thirteen ministers who had come to show support for Father began walking in a line from the main entrance to that side door located also in the front of the building. It was a deeply moving moment. The two doors were not close to each other, for the building is long, so their walk took on an added feeling of seriousness and showed their commitment. When they neared Father, they circled around him, widening the cluster. Father embraced each one. They stood together for a few minutes and then all heads bowed as Father offered a short prayer in front of the prison.

Then, just before Father stepped into the car, he raised his arms to the press in victory. That picture was seen on all the TV stations and printed in many newspapers. The shutters kept clicking incessantly. That will be an image history will remember.

At the leader's conference which followed Young Jin Nim's birthday celebration on July 4, Father poured out his heart for nearly five hours, speaking in English.

At the leader's conference which followed Young Jin Nim's birthday celebration on July 4, Father poured out his heart for nearly five hours, speaking in English.

Finally, Father's car and the two others from East Garden drove away from that door forever, past the bright bed of geraniums and out to the road leading home.

I thought of different things: how Bill and Larry must have cried at Father's going, how the other prisoners may feel an emptiness and come to understand the meaning of the word "Father," how nobody will ever keep cell A-7 as clean as Father did, how Mother will never have to drive here again and leave Father behind at the end of the day.

Father's official prison term is not yet over. He is only a little more physically free for these final weeks than he was before. Until August 20, he will be spending his nights at Phoenix House, a halfway house in Brooklyn, New York. During the day Father will be free to attend to church affairs. He will be able to leave the house as early as 7:00 a.m. each morning, but will have to return no later than 10:00 p.m. on the evenings he is required to be there. It is possible he will be given permission to stay home on weekends.

The True Family and church leaders join Father in the traditional opening prayer for the birthday celebration. True Family members behind True Parents, left to right: Shin Jeung Nim (Hyo Jin Nim's and Nan Sook Nim's daughter), Kook Jin Nim, Jin Whi …

The True Family and church leaders join Father in the traditional opening prayer for the birthday celebration. True Family members behind True Parents, left to right: Shin Jeung Nim (Hyo Jin Nim's and Nan Sook Nim's daughter), Kook Jin Nim, Jin Whi Nim, Kwon Jin Nim, Nan Sook Nim, and Jeung Jin Nim.

Father's Hands

I look forward to the day when Father doesn't have to do menial work anymore. I think of Father's hands. We have seen them taking Mother's hand, holding the True Children, sliding into his pockets slowly, or effortlessly holding a piece of chalk while he speaks.

Those are like the hands of God. These "God's hands" washed toilets in a prison for one year. Finally I can begin to comprehend the greatness of God and His love -- that He would come even to the latrines of hell, and wash them, in order to save us. 

Father's Words As He Is Welcomed Home from Danbury

Angelika Selle
July 4, 1985

Mother prays before lunch on the day of Father's homecoming from Danbury.

Mother prays before lunch on the day of Father's homecoming from Danbury.

At 8:30 A.M. on July 4, 1985, in contrast to the past 12 months, a solemn, deeply joyful atmosphere filled the house at East Garden, as Korean elders and major leaders entered the living room, many with a smile or an expression of tranquility on their faces. Some of the younger True Children bounded happily through the house, especially Young Jin Nim -- not only was today his birthday, but also Abogee would come back home, at least for one whole day.

At nine o'clock sharp, a car pulled up silently in front of the main house and out came Father, followed by Mother and Hyo Jin Nim. Father briefly turned around to acknowledge the cheering assembly and then came inside.

After a short prayer in the living room, Father and Mother sat down on their special chairs and the smaller True Children and grandchildren jumped on Father's lap one by one, kissing and welcoming him. The blessed True Children were represented by Hyo Jin Nim, Nan Sook Nim, and Jin Sung Nim.

A breakfast was served for the True Family, and Father offered a short prayer. Some of the eldest leaders were asked to sit with the True Family at the breakfast table while everyone else engaged in personal conversation.

After the meal Father went upstairs for a few hours and returned around noon for Young Jin Nim's birthday celebration. Young Jin Nim was truly fortunate to have Father and Mother together giving him the blessing on his seventh birthday (Western reckoning). He obviously enjoyed it, too.

Mother's Prayer

Traditional family pictures were taken, and soon after that the tables were set again for lunch. This time, Father asked Mother to say grace. Tears streamed down her face as she conversed with Heavenly Father for several minutes. Although I am unable to understand Korean, I could feel the serious spirit of the prayer, which was interspersed with English words here and there, such as "Danbury" and "halfway house." Most of the members and leaders were moved to tears as well. It seemed to me that as the wife of our True Father, Mother is probably the only one besides Heavenly Father who can grasp Father's real suffering and heart.

After everyone had finished lunch, Father called for a meeting with all the major leaders. Again everyone welcomed him with continuous, grateful applause. Father smiled broadly.

First Dr. [Bo Hi] Pak reported about Father's release from Danbury and the press conference that had taken place earlier that morning. He also shared some of the recent newspaper articles about the unjust imprisonment of Father. Then to the surprise of all Father started to speak in English and continued to do so for the next four to five hours. Truly a record! As Dr. Pak put it, one of the fringe benefits of Father's staying in prison was that he could now speak to the members in English. Obviously, there were many American slang words in Father's vocabulary, but he sounded very heartwarming and close, even though it was rather difficult to understand everything he was saying. His voice would go from loud to soft within seconds, so that even the microphones weren't able to pick up the sound very well.

The following is a summary of what Father conveyed during those approximately four and a half hours, based on personal notes and what could be understood from the audio tapes.

Father speaks to the major leaders at East Garden on July 4.

Father speaks to the major leaders at East Garden on July 4.

Determined to Go Ahead

Father said that no matter what, he would continue "marching on," even knowing that his doing so would probably increase the personal danger to his life. Though many people have recommended that he take an easier path, he is determined to go straight ahead, following God's way, which is never debatable.

He said that by going the same way we are different. We are a new race: "You are not American, and you don't belong to America. We are a different group. We are going a different course; our lifestyle is different. We hear differently, smell and touch differently. That's why until now we received a lot of persecution."

Dr. Pak interjected at this point that it was "providential" for Father to stay in a halfway house called Phoenix House. In Korea the Phoenix symbolizes the power of the presidency. There are two phoenix birds on the Korean president's flag. And in the West the phoenix is a bird that never dies or gives up, but always rises from ashes, comes back, fights, and wins.

Father Has Won by Living the Principle

Father then spoke about how the Jews and Christians still contend against each other after two thousand years, while he, with the help of God and spirit world, has been able to create a miracle in a short period of time and change established Christianity's animosity against the Unification Church into friendship.

But how could Father have done this? Only by living the Principle; by applying the law of indemnity. "By being forsaken, I won. That is the law of indemnity."

There is no doubt that because of the tremendous indemnity Father paid in going to prison, Christian ministers could respond. He explained that an internal change has taken place: Christianity, which had been symbolically representing Cain or the fallen archangel, now represents the archangel on the heavenly side. This heavenly archangel is now fighting for what Satan still occupies. And from now on Unification Church members are not in the Abel position towards Christianity, but have moved into the elder brother's position.

This in essence means that the family hierarchy that God originally intended before the fall has been restored: first God, then True Parents (restored Adam and Eve), then elder brother, then younger brother. This new structure cannot be occupied by Satan. According to Father: "Until that kind of situation was established, Satan could accuse and oppose everything."

Next Father spoke about the many barriers that he encountered inside the prison in Danbury. But of the struggles that go one at every level he said, "Their content is only one: the Cain and Abel problem."

Many times the inmates had come up to Father to complain about other inmates. Yet Father never said anything against anybody. He would make an occasional insightful comment about a person, but otherwise he would concentrate on his studies, meditate, and serve others. Soon people knew that he was innocent and that he was a good man despite the many malicious rumors, and they began to trust him.

Father mentioned that originally he was to have been released to the halfway house on July 8. Between July 8 and August 20 there are exactly 43 days. He compared that period to the time after Jesus' crucifixion. During the 40 days the resurrected Jesus appeared to many of his disciples. Likewise, after having been "crucified" at the "mount of Danbury," Father's name will be resurrected all over the world.

Don't Lose this Historical Moment

Father reminded members to catch and use the precious opportunity of this most historical and providential time. "It's the time of universal destiny.., not everybody knows that." Having pursued the will of God throughout his life, he has had many confirmations of this special time period. If America loses this opportunity, if the free world loses this chance, Satan could occupy the whole world, which would go down to the level of hell.

Our number-one enemy, he said, is our fallen habits and customs, certain daily patterns of life like eating at a certain time, sleeping, taking a bath, etc. Those things are all necessary and important, but they should not take a predominant place in our minds and actions. "Almost all people are following these patterns and therefore don't grasp the significance and opportunity of this time.... God is looking all over the world, wondering: Who can grasp this historical time?"

It is necessary to cleanse ourselves from time to time of the fallen habits which we still carry with us from our past life. Father said that Satan surrounds us with his net -- fallen habits- and the only way to tear a hole in this net and escape is by leading a religious way of life.

"What is God's way of thinking? He thinks in a universal way. Who is thinking the same way?" Father asked.

Father Chose the Worst Situation

Many Americans had fixed concepts about Father when he entered prison. They thought he would cause a big ruckus and refuse to go there at all. But Father went and lived there silently, hardly uttering a word. So most people thought that he had repented. Besides, they thought that he enjoyed life there, resting, eating, playing, etc. How wrong they were! "I chose the way of indemnity a long time ago. Everybody likes the easy way.... Me too, but the difference between me and others is that I will take it easy only after I have brought the final victory.... Throughout my life I always choose to be in the worst situation.... I poured out my heart, my people, and my everything into this country... and still more indemnity has to be paid."

Father then reflected on his time at Danbury. He said that externally speaking it was a very beautiful place with a nice scenery. In spite of that, he said, "What do you think I did? I centered on God's will. You have to know that." He reminded us that Satan still enjoys ruling the world that was originally to have been governed by God.

"That's the situation God is in. Sometimes I thought about how miserable God was when I had to do miserable work." Father started crying when he remembered the dirty, lowly work that he did in prison, because God Himself had to do that miserable work with him and be in that most humble position. "Think: God is our forever real Parent. Who knows God's real heart, His serious heart? No one, except Rev. Moon. I have come to know well during my lifetime. I know Him,...but I don't open my mouth."

"How Much Do You Know God and Father?"

Father then asked us: "You Moonies, Unification Church members, how much do you know God and Father?" Even though we see many pictures of Father, he said that we don't really know him. Even the 36 Couples who have followed him for 25 years or more don't know him, he said.

If we read the Principle without studying Father -- his lifestyle and personality -- we can never understand its content. So he encouraged us to find out more about Heavenly Father and him, and not be satisfied with our present understanding. We should get to know God on a much deeper level, knowing the highest "qualities" and "quantities" of Him.

Father also made it clear that if we don't trust ourselves, then nobody, not even Satan -- much less God and True Parents -- can trust us. On the other hand, we should put our first trust a hundred percent in God, instead of being too confident in our own abilities. Many times if we think too highly of ourselves we might be on a completely different level than God, far away from Him.

Sometimes, Father said, God asks him: "Do you believe in yourself'?" Father's answer is always: "Not one hundred percent." Then God usually says: "But I believe in you one hundred percent." In that way Father, as a human being, is not overly confident in himself, but rather trusts God completely. This means that he still needs God and that he is on God's side. Father concluded: "If you have that attitude, then you cannot complain, no matter how difficult a situation you may face. Just continue, because God will lead you." If God asks Father to do something he always follows obediently, and does even more than he is asked. In fact Father carefully analyzes his motivation every time he asks Heavenly Father to help him. If he would ever misuse God, he said, he wouldn't be able to lift up his face in front of Him.

A Qualified Jail-system Director

During his lifetime Father has seen many jails from the inside, and knows all about them. He asked: Do you think that there will be jails in the Kingdom of Heaven? Yes, there will be; but they will be different from the jails we know now. Father feels that he would definitely be qualified to be a "jail-system director." Jail should be like a school where people can learn about their mistakes.

Father then intimated that it isn't so good for South Korea to open its doors to economic trade with North Korea. Father knows that the communists still want to invade or gain sovereignty over the South by some means. For this reason he needs to go to South Korea to protect it from a potential communist invasion. He asked who among us wanted to volunteer to go with him. A definite fringe benefit of staying in the homeland for a while, he said, would be to learn the Korean language and better understand Korean culture.

Father's conclusion was that by 1988, "We have to settle in Canaan, just like the Israelites. Until then we need day and night action!" 

Cultivate a New International Mind

Sun Myung Moon
April 8, 1985
Excerpts
Leaders' Conference
World Mission Center, New York
Translator: Bo Hi Pak

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In our world there are 3.2 billion Asian people. As we concentrate more on ministering to those in Asian territory, we must come to know about the Asian world. Since it is the Asian custom to sit on the floor, you can now get some good training.

Those of you who are national leaders -- I want you to know that the era of concentrating on individual national level work is over. For example, we are no longer going to consider North and South America separately in God's providence, but rather together as one hemisphere. By the same token, we are not going to consider Japan, Korea, and other Asian countries separately, but as one territory. The providential point of view is global and holistic, not divided and compartmentalized.

I want you American people to feel that you are more than American. Go beyond your concepts of American identity and citizenship. If Americans had concentrated on America alone, they might have become good people for America, but not good people for the world.

The World Is Our Stage

Korean, Japanese, and European leaders have come to America in order to create an international movement here. You should all learn to organize in an international environment. I know that in doing this you are faced with great difficulties, but in the long run this is the only way we can become truly harmonized and unified, and move rapidly in the dispensational direction. Once you can create and work within an international frame of reference in your own minds, the world will become our stage. No matter where you go -- Japan, Africa, South America -- you will have no problem. This is why I got rid of the chairs at Belvedere service. Do you think I was right, or will you complain? It doesn't matter; I will still pursue the higher goal.

We are here to save the world; therefore, the world is our stage. I am already focusing on Moscow. The day will come when American people will go to Moscow. In the Soviet Union, if you have a loaf of bread, you can tear a piece off for dinner, and then use it as a pillow and sleep on it before you tear off a piece for breakfast the next day. The Russian people have this kind of tradition: they carry around a big bread bag, and they sleep on it. How handy that is! You don't have to go anywhere to get your meal. Also, many parts of the Soviet Union are very cold, and building a fire is not very easy. I would like to throw you into those kinds of circumstances and see you survive under them. Someone has to do it; someone has to target Moscow. What do you think?

I got rid of the chairs here so that you would not experience an ordinary, comfortable, American-style meeting. I know both the Western and the Oriental customs, and I want to train you to digest the two worlds into one and forge a unified way of life. It is not easy to make the two worlds into one, is it? I have been training you for over a decade, ever since I came here; so some Oriental habits have already become natural even to your biological body. No one grows pale, for example, when you have to sit on the floor.

Go Beyond Cultural Barriers

I have had to train myself in many diverse situations. Even in jail everything has become so natural for me because I know how to adjust to the circumstances, no matter how adverse, no matter how severe. I can even go to Africa and adjust to the way of life there. Unless you are like me in this respect, how can you embrace and lead the world? When I leave prison and return to Asia, will you want me to call you to come and join me there? You should want to shed your concepts and go beyond the cultural barrier. Then you can come to Asia and join me.

It's a common American concept that there should be a maximum of two people assigned to a hotel room. There is no such concept in Asia. Twenty people in one room is fine, even if everybody has to stand like bean sprouts in a small space. Since we want to train these two worlds and transform them into one heavenly domain, we should be able to cope with the task.

Even in American military training for example, troops absolutely have to be taken to the hot, tropical zones to prepare them for potential operations in such areas. So then don't you think I should also visit Europe and South America and other parts of the world? We have to mobilize money and manpower to help and train the people in these other areas, also. Don't ever think that you and I will be working in America all the time. Maybe I will ask you to go to Korea, or even India, tomorrow. Will you go reluctantly or willingly? The person who goes where he can take the most comfortable job will not make any headway. God wants a person who will go into the worst possible situation in order to advance. The first type of person will become a burden, while the second type will become a person who is good for and needed by his mission country.

There are so many barriers, so many evil forces opposing us out there. How can we penetrate such a world and make a breakthrough? It is not easy. Unless you take some extraordinary step, you just don't have a chance. That is why I don't want you to have ordinary, comfortable marriages. If a man can marry a girl from a remote country and begin to love her, he can begin to love that part of the world. That kind of effort will bring the world together. That is the revolutionary step we must take to transcend barriers of language, barriers of culture, barriers of skin-color.

Some people are afraid that I will destroy American traditions and lifestyles. On the contrary, I am bringing more unity and harmonious love to America, so that America will be more related to and less isolated from the rest of the world. To serve the ultimate purpose we must always be making ourselves bigger and greater. Without any hesitation I will push you down to harder and harder places, if that is what is required. What if I pushed you into a mission in the Soviet Union? Would you do it?

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One in Heart with All Prisoners

As the leader of the Unification Church I had to go to prison. All of you were heartbroken and many of you shed tears. But it really brought a dramatic change. Right now in the United States there are about 500,000 people in prison, and every single one of them knows of me. They must be thinking that even Rev. Moon -- who stands for goodness and who is really trying to do something for America and the world -- is incarcerated just like them. They can feel that they are one in heart with Rev. Moon, that they are part of him. My incarceration can bring incredible comfort and strength to those 500,000 people.

At Danbury there are actually two prisons. Camp B is much larger, and it is always locked. I am in Camp A together with about two hundred other people. Just the other day I went to the medical dispensary in Camp B, and to my surprise, everyone in the waiting room knew me. They all jumped up, greeted me, and urged me to go ahead of them. They gave up their own places in line and let me go into the office first.

When I first entered Danbury, everybody looked at me as a kind of villain. If I had gone to the dispensary at that time, everybody would have pushed me way to the back. Yet in a few months, the whole atmosphere among the prisoners has changed. If I had been lazy, argumentative, or complaining, that would not have happened. Nowadays, whenever an inmate finishes his sentence, he comes to me the night before he leaves to say, "Rev. Moon, I'm sorry, but I'm leaving tomorrow morning. I hope that God blesses you and I hope I will see you sometime in the future." They come to me as they might come to their own parents, asking me to think of them and remember them as they go on their way.

If I were in prison in Moscow, would the same thing happen? It would be ten times more difficult, but the principle would be the same. Whatever kind of satanic hell it may be, there is a way to conquer it. There is no such thing as giving up. You should know what kind of person I am by now. No matter what, as the True Parent I will bring about one united world. All the necessary processes of transformation will take place.

I know that many of you are experiencing great difficulty and adversity. Yet when you think of me, your heart does not permit you to complain -- because you know my heart. You cannot complain to me because I have suffered much more than any of you. Rather than blaming me, you feel like comforting me. Why? Because I am not exploiting anyone. I am calling you to sacrifice for the sake of America and for the sake of yourselves.

Some of our leaders like Reiner Vincenz and Paul Werner are not so young anymore. Sometimes when I look at them I feel pity, thinking that because they found me, they had to suffer for so many years of their lives. I think of how much I would like them to have good houses and let them settle down. Yet these men still have strength to go on a little further, to undergo more suffering. In a way I am cruel, because I think ahead so relentlessly. Yet in my heart there is love and sympathy for everybody. Reiner and Paul know that, so that even though they suffer, they do not feel like blaming me.

At Danbury I work in the dining room. I am the first person to come to work and the last person to leave. I remain so late that I end up helping the security officers check everything out. The dining room will really miss me when I leave! No one else has really ever taken care of it. It is not a fancy place, but I shed my sweat there, really thinking of everyone and working hard. So I feel a certain attachment to that place -- and everyone feels the same attachment to me. God knows. God thinks like a human being, and He feels emotions the same way human beings do.

Dramatic New Traditions

You all have much further to go in this kind of training. Would you even go to the Arctic to be a missionary to the Eskimos? You must think that such an endeavor is very dramatic -- romantic, even -- and be willing to go. It is because my thinking follows such a pattern, and has set new traditions, that I have become famous.

Christmas is a very important holiday in the Western world. It is an opportunity for people to go home and celebrate. I think exactly the opposite: Christmas is an extraordinary day to work. It would be a good day for someone to start a mission in Moscow. In every Soviet satellite country our members are working underground. No matter what mission is given to you, you must obey Father. If I tell you to walk on two hands instead of two feet, you must try your best. Otherwise, you will not remain until the end.

When we re-launched IOWC work and purchased mobile homes for IOWC and trucks for social action work, in some corner of his mind Dr. Durst thought these plans wouldn't work. On the contrary, many ministers have come and joined with me; the foundation was laid and we can now work with ministers in 250 locations. I have instructed all of you to read the Divine Principle book 50 times and prepare yourselves to teach VOC lectures. Now that our goal is materializing you can understand why that kind of preparation has been necessary.

I am preparing many different parts of our movement, and when the right time comes, I will assemble them. For example, our movement was not quite ready to create an educational institution like our seminary, but I had it created anyway. Because of that, we could bring forth graduates who could assume leadership in our movement. Since they are well educated in the history and doctrines of other religions, they have been able to open up dialogue with ministers, theologians, philosophers, and professors, and connect them to Unificationism. On your own you wouldn't move to visit ministers and professors, so I had to kick you out the door.

Last year you had only one week to organize a religious freedom rally in Washington DC. It was unthinkable! But after only one week, on May 30, 1984, it happened. It was the first time in American history that major leaders from different denominations assembled to speak out for religious freedom. They proclaimed that they would serve one week in prison with Father in Danbury. However, as soon as I get out of prison, the religious freedom movement will decline.

For that reason the call for religious freedom and the fight against communism must now move forward together as parallel issues. This is why we are inviting ministers to attend CAUSA conferences. Through this they are beginning to understand that true religious freedom can be upheld through the realization of the CAUSA message.

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Heralding the Dawn

We are coming to the end of a forty-year period in the wilderness, closing finally between 1985 and 1988. You do not really realize the impact of this. I have always known that if a certain principled pattern develops, then certain goals have to be accomplished according to a certain schedule. That is why I have been pushing you so desperately. Now all of a sudden you come to see that what I have been telling you makes sense. We have hope now. The current results did not come about at random, but on the foundation of adequate preparation. I have the capacity to look ahead and map out the plan. It's like heralding the coming of the dawn, when no one else knows that the dawn is coming.

My imprisonment at Danbury has created a miracle. Don't feel sad that I had to go to Danbury; what is most important is what will happen as a result of my being there. I have told you this before; what do you think? Don't worry about me suffering there, but rather have hope that some incredible plan of God will unfold. I entered Danbury prison with this kind of hope, because I knew it would be a turning point. The United States Justice Department has succeeded in incarcerating me once. If they try to do it a second time, there will be no way they can succeed, and they will just get themselves into hot water.

In the past 13 years I have brought two hundred years of American history to the point of culmination, so that we can rescue the country from the brink of disaster. We can restore it to its original God-given founding spirit. I will probably stay here two to three more years, and then I will say goodbye. America will protest, saying, "Oh no, Rev. Moon, we need you," but I will just say thank you; and as soon as I have finished the final segment of the dispensational program here, I will go.

However, I will leave you with a warning that unless the American people get rid of their American habits, their thinking will be limited to America alone. I do not want that. All the American members should be committed to Japan, and all the Japanese members should be committed to America. So while the Japanese are eating bread and cheese, the Americans should want to eat rice and miso soup. Even without the same language, you can marry internationally and live happily. Then what kind of barriers can possibly remain? I want to leave you with that kind of tradition.

Nothing Just Simply Happened

I have been preparing to open the door to Red China for seven years, and now the time has come. The door did not open automatically. Even in America I was unwelcome initially. Yet Americans have witnessed my work and my accomplishments, so now they cannot just move me out of American culture; they have to accept me. I created this atmosphere. You must realize that nothing simply happened by itself.

There are always only two basic directions for people to go: down or up. People usually just want to go up, but the road of indemnity leads downward. If a person denies the indemnity course and is reluctant to go, he is not really ready to tackle his God-given job. Now many ministers are defending me and prestigious people are coming to see me in Danbury. That didn't just happen out of the blue_ I went a course of indemnity in order to make it happen.

Many famous people in Washington come to see me in Danbury. Even at our very first meeting, I go on the offensive and give them a hard time_ I don't even consider that we might have a chance to meet a second or a third time, so I create a showdown right in the first meeting, and pull them into the task force. Important people m the political and economic fields in America understand that Rev_ Moon is a giant to be reckoned with.

I will ask you to go an even harder way than you have before. Will you say, "Yes, Father"? We are not starting at the beginning of the race; we are already at the eleventh hour, the final stage. The goal is in sight. Who will touch the finish line first and set the record time? Rev. Moon is conducting this race in America, and the entire spirit world is watching and cheering, encouraging us to run even faster in the final segment. They are shouting, "Only a few meters left! Run, run! You can win! Win!" We cannot afford to fall back at the last moment. It would be better to falter and drop dead than to hang back; at least you would get some sympathy!

Therefore I am pushing you into the final segment. This is the destiny of the Unification Church; you cannot take this course for granted, you cannot take it easy, because you never know at what second the finish line will appear. There may be no time for breakfast -- you just have to run. Even if you encounter a brick wall, the goal may be right behind it. If you lunge forward and break through, you will win.

God is a God of wisdom, and God must outwit Satan. His strategy will be smarter than Satan's. For the Israelites in the time of the Exodus, Jericho was their goal. The city of Jericho was so huge, so imposing, and seemingly so impenetrable. Everybody thought that to seize the city would be impossible. It never occurred to anyone that the walls of Jericho could fall down to the ground in one moment. All the Israelites needed was the faith and obedience exemplified by Joshua and Caleb. This is that kind of moment in history. So do not ever think that anything you do is ordinary or routine. Everything we are doing is extraordinary, and each situation is a potential emergency.

I feel the next forty to fifty days will parallel the period after Jesus' crucifixion leading up to the Pentecost. On the fiftieth day after the crucifixion an incredible spirit came down from Heaven to where the disciples were gathered and began to work in an amazing way.

The Time for Adventure

Yesterday I conducted a special ceremony to open up the entire spirit world. All the kings, queens, and heads of state of the past who are now in spirit world and united under Heung Jin Nim and Jesus can now come down and link their energy to the heads of state of 120 countries and inspire them to prepare the way for me. This is the time for adventure! This is the time for miracles! Don't think, "Oh, that's impossible; that will never happen." Get rid of that kind of thinking.

After Jesus' crucifixion, he lost everything. He had to reassemble all God's forces after the Pentecost to bring Christianity into existence. By the same token, now is the time for me to harvest and restore everything while I am in Danbury. Also, at the time of the Exodus, notification was sent out to all the Israelites to prepare to depart. Through the CAUSA seminars, my notification has gone out to the ministers that our next goal will be Moscow.

I am also preparing a veterans' organization. Veterans are very patriotic and anti-communist, and like the ministers, they comprise another important segment of American society. When these veterans come into unity with the Christian ministers, then we will be on the right track.

When American Christianity begins to move in the right direction, don't you think that the rest of America will follow? When I leave Danbury, I would like to see 30,000 ministers come together to welcome me at a place like Madison Square Garden. I will invite all the media people, who are really anxious to see and interview me.

The economic system functions like the blood vessels in the body of human society. Similarly, the religious hierarchy represents society's nervous system. It can also serve as a source of white blood cells which can engulf and kill all the evil forces within the body of society. We should create such a force for goodness that it can cleanse and purify the whole body. 

Parents' Day 1985 Part II

Sun Myung Moon
April 7, 1985
Excerpts
World Mission Center, NY
Translator, Dr. Bo Hi Pak

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The ultimate destination of every human being is God. Also, every person is destined to one day become a personification of true love. But how do you really experience true love? The woman will find it through a true man, her husband; but first she has to help her husband become a true man. Then husband and wife can share true love and together become true parents. But which level of true parents do you want to reach: the individual level, the family, tribal, national, worldwide, or cosmic level? Cosmic true parents, that is best. Have you loved humanity and the universe with the cosmic level of true love? The smaller levels of love are absorbed by the larger levels: the individual love will be integrated into the family level; the family into the tribe; the tribe into the nation. True love for the country can be fumed into true love for the world; true love for the world will be absorbed by true love for the universe.

You might declare to Satan, "You cannot compete with the quality of true love that we practice." Satan will laugh and say, "Are you really proud of your true love?" People in the secular or fallen world celebrate their birthdays; they hold parties for that purpose. What about you? You regard yourselves as godly people. What is the day of your birth? If you say, "My birthday is on such and such a day," Satan can say, "On that day, your parents gave you birth, didn't they? Those parents are fallen. So actually you come out of my own lineage."

Also, Satan will ask you, "Do you have a day on which you can celebrate your dominion over all things of creation? Is there a day on which you were given stewardship over all things?" Even though you may consider yourself godly, Satan still can say, "Look: All this is mine. I can claim and use everything. It is all my domain."

Where Are God's People?

Godly people can be confronted by Satan, who will say, "What have you accomplished? Show me what you have done in this society. I receive great loyalty from people. There are many people who are dying for their loyalty to my power. Where are the people who are giving their lives in loyalty to God?"

America is supposed to be one nation under God; that is the noble concept under which it was begun. But in contemporary America nearly everything is centered on the material aspect, which is Satan's domain. Virtually all of society is suffering moral degradation; drug abuse is rampant; free sex is considered normal; homosexuality is common. This is the reason why one Christian nation after another has fallen into the hands of communism. Where is the power of Christianity? Satan laughs at God and says, "Show me Your country; where are Your people? I know You created this world for the realization of the Kingdom of God on earth; and You said You were going to restore it and bring it to that ideal. But where is it being restored?"

What is the day of judgment? It is the final showdown between Satan and God. Satan will show all his cards and God will do the same. God must prepare His own cards; when Satan shows his joker or his ace, God will pull out His cards true men and women. Then Satan will be stunned and will begin to retreat at that point. Satan can show all kinds of examples of his power within today's families. He can show how he has destroyed family after family through his power. Then he will challenge God: "Where are the families under Your sovereignty?" Satan has completely divided the world -- all the races, nations, everyone into chaos and confusion. He is triumphantly saying, "God, where is Your world?" Don't you think God needs a winning card to challenge Satan's trump? Don't you think God wants to have that kind of super-trump?

Watching Father during his speech on Parents' Day 1985. Left to right: Hoon Sook Nim, Jin Whi Nim, Jin Sung Nim, and In Jin Nim.

Watching Father during his speech on Parents' Day 1985. Left to right: Hoon Sook Nim, Jin Whi Nim, Jin Sung Nim, and In Jin Nim.

No Match For God's Trump Card

As soon as he sees God's super-trump cards, Satan will say, "Oh, no, those aren't the right kinds of cards. You are trying to play a different gamer But God will say, "Yes, they are two different cards. My cards are the cards that will save the world. But your cards are selfish cards; you worry only about your own well-being at the sacrifice of others." And for the first time, Satan will come to realize that there is no match between him and God, because their cards are entirely different. However, Satan has to admit that he is one of the beings created by God, and he is the one who has fallen. God will say, "Who are you, after all?"

Therefore, those who are working only for their own wellbeing, those individuals, families, and nations who are pursuing only selfish interests, will become Satan's trump cards. They will never become God's super-trump cards. God will display His unselfish trump cards and Satan's cards will be blown away, scattered. In the beginning of this card game between God and Satan, Satan had ownership of all the chips -the whole of creation and humanity was in Satan's camp. Satan will show his cards first and then demand to see God's. God will say, "Let me see your cards. Well, that card is self-centered and only worried about himself. I see now very clearly that your cards are evil and fallen. In fact, they are not real cards; they are imitations. My cards are true cards. Isn't that correct?" Even Satan will have to admit it and say, "Yes, you are right, God."

What about the United States? Is it God's nation or Satan's nation? Answer me clearly, you American people. Is this nation under God's or Satan's control? It is under Satan's domination. The entire world is under Satan's dominion. Thus people are born under Satan's yoke; that is a fact. God lost everything to Satan. For that reason, there is no God's Day in the satanic world; there is no True Parents' Day; there have never been any True Children walking on the earth and therefore there is no Children's Day honoring the true children of God. There has been nothing that God can claim as His own. This is the great tragedy, that God lost everything He created. Where is God's nation today in the Christian domain? Can God celebrate the day on which His beloved son was killed on the cross?

True Love Coating

Blind faith will not work. You cannot demand of people that they just simply believe without any evidence or verification. Today everybody tries to be scientific, except when it comes to the truth about God. How can you abandon science when you speak about God? How can you do that if you are twentieth- century men and women? I have met many theologians who lack a fundamental understanding about God. Many people respect me simply because of the logic of my teachings. Even philosophers want to meet with me; they change their concepts after only one meeting. Many times I have asked scholars questions and they could not answer.

What is the Unification movement? It is a new entity. It is the new trump card that God can play against Satan. Whatever cards Satan presents, this new card of God can wipe them out. What kind of card are you? Do you have a number? Are you an ace, a king, a jack, or what? You may have a special number, let's say an MFT card. In order to move to another department, you can receive another Unification card. But I don't want you to turn your card in for a satanic card.

Our cards have a different backing; they are coated with true love. Satan doesn't worry about the number so much; the most important thing is the true love coating, for that is what will completely defeat Satan. What is the card of the Unification Church? For the first time, we can celebrate God and His day. God's Day alone would not be powerful because God needs to have True Parents here on earth. Therefore, we must also have Parents' Day because that represents the victory of God here on earth. Without True Parents, there is no true love. Satan will say to you, "Do you have that kind of day? Show me your cards, then." When you show your cards, at first they will not appear to be different from Satan's cards–there are diamonds, hearts, and so forth. But when you turn them over, you will be able to show that they are coated with true love. Perhaps they aren't completely covered, but if even one corner is painted, that will be good. Satan cannot cope with that true love coating. He will draw back and retreat.

Therefore, in the Unification Church we have many unique celebrations -- besides God's Day and Parents' Day, we have Children's Day, the Day of All Things, Foundation Day, and others. Basically, however, the Unification movement is founded upon two things: God and His true love. God and His true love were never fulfilled here on earth until the True Parents were established. For that reason, the Parents' Day celebration is special. Based upon the true love of God, Parents' Day has been installed. Upon the victory of Parents' Day, True Children came into being and therefore Children's Day came into being. Now the ownership of all things can be transferred to God and therefore the Day of All Things came into King. Upon that foundation, the Day of Family, the Day of the True Nation, and the Day of the True World will come, even the Day of the True Cosmos.

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Don't Misuse God's Holy Place

Do you have true love? Show me. What is the content of that love? You may say it is God-centered, and so forth, but in plain language, what is true love? I will give you the answer: True love has no end. It never gets boring; you always want more -- you want it to continue forever. After a hundred years, you will still want to be with your beloved: that is true love.

In the love of God, there are no dirty or ugly places in the beloved. The love of God doesn't change, not even in the bathroom. Today's Christianity does not really understand true love. Every individual has his or her own most holy place. The man has his most holy place and the woman has her most holy place within their own temples, their physical bodies. That holy place is the sexual organs. That is why it is so important not to misuse that area. The punishment is so incredibly severe when you misuse it. Individuals have to worship in that holy place. This is why Satan is attacking sexual morality so strongly, encouraging illicit love. Satan is trying to destroy humanity in this way. Therefore, God must restore that holy place and make it truly holy. The blessing of God blossoms through these holy places.

The key to that holy place belongs to your spouse. The holy relationship between husband and wife is very sacred and beautiful. It must be pure and it must be disciplined.

My own life has been nothing but suffering, particularly since I learned the overwhelming truth. I have been trying to live that truth. To do that I have gone to the lowest, most miserable places in human society. Sometimes I felt as if I were a prisoner of God, but then God comforted me. While I was giving all my effort to set the tradition of true love, my youth passed away. Now I am in my sixties.

The Final Journey Back To The Fatherland

Who has really known the heart of Jesus, whose physical body was taken away by Satan? Nobody has known the real purpose of Jesus the Messiah, who came to earth after long preparation. The followers of Jesus inherited the tradition of sacrifice from him, and they have been expanding around the world for two thousand years. Directly after World War II, Christianity became the dominant influence in the world. However, at that particular time, the established Christian leaders of Korea and the Korean government failed to listen to Rev. Moon. For that reason, I embarked on a sojourn in the wilderness, starting in 1945. This year, 1985, is my fortieth year of life in the wilderness.

I knew I could not go back to my homeland without having a superior foundation. When I was crossing the 38th parallel to go south, I pledged that I would return on the worldwide level. Therefore, no matter what race you belong to, keep in mind that we have to concentrate on creating our fatherland during these final three years, giving our best. Now is the time of the final showdown.

This period is comparable to the time when the Israelite spies went into Canaan to analyze the situation there. When the spies came back, Joshua and Caleb were the victors of faith and led the people into Canaan. Today I find myself in a land that has treated me like an enemy, and I am working to restore my position here; at the same time I am reconnoitering. When Jesus was crucified, the goal of worldwide physical and spiritual salvation was no longer possible, so only spiritual salvation could be ushered in through his sacrifice. The chosen nation of America and the free world will eventually turn to Danbury as the mount of both physical and spiritual resurrection.

Danbury Is A Tool For Greater Victory

Since I have gone to Danbury prison, so many significant historical events have taken place. On the fortieth day after I entered prison, an open house day was held there for the first time. This meant that visitors could come in and mingle with the prisoners and see what it was like inside. At that time crowds came to see. They were not interested in the prison itself, but they were trying to get a glimpse of Rev. Moon. After seventy days of my prison term had elapsed, unprecedented dialogue was begun between the nations of North Korea and South Korea.* Later, Red China publicly criticized Marxism and began to adopt free market economic policies. Furthermore, many hundreds of ministers have attended seminars sponsored by our movement and have praised Rev. Moon as the "twentieth-century prophet of America."

Of course, officials of the United States government have taken the position of enemy to me, but I have no animosity toward them. I made a clear statement of forgiveness to the U.S. government. I have been loving America more than ever, knowing that God loves and needs this country. At the same time, the one great power that fears me the most is the Soviet Union. Soviet authorities thought that since Rev. Moon went to jail, it would be the end of him and his church. But on the contrary, Rev. Moon is becoming much stronger. When I entered prison, the American government considered me to be an enemy of America, or a controversial leader at best. But the Soviet leaders can clearly see that on the day I come out of prison, I will emerge as a hero and a champion against communism. Then, who is the most threatened by me? The Soviet Union and international communism. Everyone else is joining with me more and more every day.

It was Satan's plan to send me to jail, but it was God's plan to use that jail as a tool to win the greater victory. Prison is the worst possible internal hell on earth and I am winning the internal victory there. You are in the external hell, which is the fallen world. Therefore, you must win the external victory in order to be parallel with me and make oneness with me. I want you to understand the clear goal, as expressed in our motto for this year, "Creation and Building of the Fatherland" -- God's homeland here on earth. That is my goal, and I am achieving the necessary victory even in the worst possible hell on earth, the prison. You must win the same victory.

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Be Willing To Die For God's Sake

Furthermore, while I was in prison, I sent a special emissary to Red China to negotiate behind the scenes on an issue that is most important to the future peace of the world. No matte' what, I cannot feel any personal hostility toward America or the United States government. We cannot be defeated by Satan or by communism. For that reason, I must forgive the United States government and work with them, striving to embrace them. There are brothers and sisters who are now fighting and even dying in the Soviet Union and other satellite countries. They are becoming martyrs for the Unification movement. Therefore, we must be serious; and we must have no complaint. The one who decides to give up his life for God's sake and for the True Parents' sake will find it.

God's people should be willing to die for God's sake. If they are willing to do that, God will find His Kingdom here on earth -- that is the absolute truth. When people are giving their lives and transcending culture and skin color for the sake of God's Kingdom on earth, they shall find that Kingdom. Today, at the culmination of our celebration on Parents' Day, we must pledge to march forward toward the ultimate battleground for the final victory. That is the true meaning of this celebration. This is not just a day to be happy and merry. We have to commit ourselves to that final goal.

In one hand we must grasp the United States of America and in the other hand the Soviet Union and international communism. Remember, God is playing His extraordinary and final "card game" with Satan. And God is holding onto one trump card: that is Rev. Moon and you. Rev. Moon is like God's ace card; all of you represent the rest of the cards. Together, we will create God's trump and win for Him.

Therefore, there is no viable choice but to become united and totally committed. There are 52 cards in a deck; we have all the cards we need for every eventuality, for every different direction. Can you say that you are a card in God's hands? I want you to be the best cards; if not an ace then at least a seven, eight, nine, or ten.

Thus you have to be different from other people. Your eyes should have a different shine. Your focus should be different. not concentrating on earthly, material things, but on spiritual things. Your every behavior should be different when you are a child of God. Tell yourself, "I am different because I am a child of God and I have True Parents." Do you know how old I am? Am I 25? I feel like it. That is because of my purpose. I am constantly busy. I always yell at my own legs, "How can you be relaxed? There is no time!" If my body tries to lie down and rest, I yell at it, "What are you doing? This is an emergency! How can you rest now?" I always battle with my own body, my eyes, legs, and so forth.

I Am Restoring True Patriotism

Do you think Satan likes to see people trying to imitate Rev. Moon? Satan hates to see that. I voluntarily went to prison although I could have avoided it. There were many different places I could have gone, rather than returning to the United States. But I chose to go to prison for one purpose: to save America; to shake up this country and turn it toward goodness. Patriotism and the love of God have not been strong in America. I want to revive those attitudes here. By entering prison, I am restoring true patriotism in America. I am not a citizen of this country, but I love this country so much that Americans will become ashamed and will begin to love their own country, and love God.

What about you? Are you a true American or a false American? Are there more of God's Americans or Satan's Americans in this country today? There has been little patriotism in this country; and love of family, clan, and society is severely lacking. Look at the statistics of drug abuse: virtually ninety percent of the young people are affected by the drug situation, even students in elementary school. Thousands of them lose their minds due to drugs. Is that the effect of patriotism or love of God? Therefore we have to shock this country; we have to give a special injection into the American body that will dissolve the poisonous effects of these drugs. We are the physicians with our own spiritual medicine. We have to inject this nation with love of country and love of God.

When I went to jail some people thought, "Rev. Moon, you cannot influence those prisoners." But what happened? Rev. Moon went to the hellish society of the prison, and the inmates there began to be transformed. Even though I cannot openly preach the Principle, the inmates are being transformed by their direct experiences with Rev. Moon and his way of life. There is a special destiny that I have to fulfill at this time in Danbury. People have said it is impossible to restore America, but I will bring a great awakening to this country. We will bring great patriotism back to America, great love of God, so that this nation will truly become the instrument of God and will save the world.

Everybody stand up. On this Parents' Day celebration, those who pledge your commitment to win your external battle, as I have won my internal battle, and become extraordinary men and women; those who pledge to bring this nation to patriotism and the love of God and by so doing bring salvation to the world; those who pledge to me on this Parents' Day, raise both your hands and declare that you will become Joshuas and Calebs. Say out loud, "I will bring the Kingdom of Heaven on earth and march towards great victory!" Amen! Amen! Amen! God bless you!


Note:

* On September 29, 1984, North Korea delivered over 700 truckloads of food and humanitarian relief to South Korean flood victims. This exchange marked the first non-hostile interaction between the two sides since the Korean War. In November the two nations began for the first time to discuss the possibilities for economic cooperation, bilateral trade, and family reunification.

Parents' Day 1985 (Part I)

Sun Myung Moon
April 7, 1985
Excerpts
World Mission Center
Translator: Bo Hi Pak

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You make me feel very good today everybody looks bright and young. Today is the celebration of the twenty-fifth anniversary of Parents' Day. Actually, Parents' Day falls on April 20 this year but because of circumstances, we are gathered here today to celebrate it.

There are so many organizations and churches, but there is only one Unification Church, isn't that true? The Unification Church has a vast and profound philosophical foundation, but at the same time it has a plan of action that is equivalent in depth to the philosophy that it expounds. The teachings we follow are very deep and also the things that we do are quite profound. The Unification Church has a mysteriousness about it. Unless one actually joins the Unification Church, he or she cannot really understand the church in depth. The Unification Church has its own unique celebrations and holidays that stem from novel aspects of our understanding of God and the universe. An example of this is Parents' Day.

It is not common for a member of a particular faith or religion to worry about the salvation of the world. Usually people are concerned only about their own salvation, securing their own little "cubbyhole" upstairs. That is in fact a self-centered attitude toward salvation. It is also commonly understood that salvation comes only through one's particular faith or denomination. Many people think they can receive salvation by following their own special creed or doctrine.

Many Ways to One Goal

The many different religions -- Christianity, Judaism, Buddhism, Hinduism, Islam, and so on -- are each trying to offer the world a particular way of salvation. Each religion looks at God from its own point of view. Throughout history, Christians have thought of God as being only the God of Christians. Muslims hive likewise perceived Him as being only the God of Islam. The other religions do the same thing. What about the Unification Church? The Unification Church believes in a God who is the God of the entire universe, the God of all people. We are trying to bring together all religions into one common understanding of that universal God: one universal faith.

Only one God presides over all of humanity. People are climbing up one great mountain; there are many different ways to get to the pinnacle, although the people who are climbing may not see them. But once everyone arrives at the top of the mountain, they will begin to recognize each other. They will say, "Oh, these people are here, too. They were seeking the same goal as we were." Eventually all humanity will arrive at the same destination. While we are striving to reach the pinnacle, we must try to embrace and unite with each other.

Everybody claims that his own religion is the closest one to God. For instance, established Christianity, Islam, aid Judaism all profess to have the closest position to God. But the time will definitely come when we all arrive at the pinnacle and meet each other.

Human beings fell from their original position; from that point, the upward journey of humanity began and it has continued to this day. All of humanity is destined to end its journey in one ultimate culminating point. When humankind arrives at that terminus, everyone will realize that all people have one common destiny.

The question then arises: Are there two different kinds of salvation, or only one? If people think there is more than one kind of salvation, they are denying the unique and absolute nature of almighty God. If Gad indeed exists as the Creator of all, then He must have one ideal, one purpose of creation: not two or three. He absolutely has only one plan of salvation and one purpose, one goal.

If there is one God, one will, and one salvation, would the individual path be different from the family path or the national path? Would they all go in different directions or should they all go in one direction? They should go in one direction. When we come to the final destination, then we will realize that whether the dispensational level is based on the individual, the family, the tribe, the nation, or the world, it is centered upon the same axis. The circle gets bigger and bigger, but the center is always the same.

God's Three Kinds of Power

God has many kinds of motion; He dispenses many types of energy. Besides the power of love, there is the power of life or the maintenance of existence. You must exist and you need energy to exist. There is also a certain energy that pursues the ideal. Human beings always strive to find or achieve something better; people have the inborn desire to pursue goodness, and are moving ever closer to the absolute good. When we attain that purity of goodness, we will never want to lose it, but will desire to abide in that state of absolute goodness forever.

God has three aspects of power: the power to pursue the ideal; the power to create and maintain existence; and the power to love. Does that threefold power exist in a random state, without order and discipline, just moving all over the place, or does that power pursue some common goal? What do you think? Among all these powers, which do you think is the central, focal power, the core of God's energy? The power to love. What is the difference between true love and not-so-true love?

First of all, in order to be truly loved, you need someone else with whom to have give and take. You cannot just be all by yourself. This is of crucial importance. Even God cannot derive joy from love if He is all by Himself. God doesn't sit on His throne and say, "I am almighty and I am enjoying absolute love." No matter how hard God might try to be happy all by Himself, He can't find happiness that way. If God didn't seek an object with whom to share love, would it be normal? It would be abnormal. The normal way is to yearn for an object; if God did not feel the need for an object, He would be crazy. Without that object, He has no way to fulfill His love. You are in the position of object of God's love. In order for God's power of existence to have meaning, that power must have a purpose and a goal. The ideal is that goal. But how can the ideal be fulfilled? Only through true love. Therefore love determines the purpose for all God's power.

What is the quality of love that a person seeks? When you are truly pursuing the goal of true love, even though you may be living all by yourself, all things will come and help you. If you as husband and wife must live separately, you still have a common purpose and ideal -- to fulfill the love in your relationship. So you can always feel that there is someone who loves you, and you in feel an exhilaration because of that.

The happiness which everyone desires cannot come until the individual's existence and ideal meet with the permanent ideal: true love. Then the person takes the position of an object who can have permanent give and take with the permanent subject in true love. That alone can engender happiness to every man and woman. When you recognize the absolute Being as the subject who has an absolute purpose for existence and for achieving the ideal, and when you make yourself the object to that entity, then you can truly experience happiness.

Plus God and Minus God

If a reciprocal relationship is necessary to fulfill love, why are there not in fact two Gods, one who plays the role of object and the other the role of subject? If that were the case, there would be two pluses in the universe. Plus repels plus, so there could be no harmony or unity unless one God were the minus God, or the object God. What God needs is a minus God, and so the Almighty determined to create one.

The creation is none other than God's effort to create a minus God with whom to have a relationship. Do you think there should be a showdown between the plus God and the minus God to decide who should be subject and who should be object? That is already determined, already naturally organized for the sake of harmony.

In order for harmony to be created, there must be contrasting components, which are then brought together and united. If everything and everybody were identical -- God and human beings, men and women -- there would be no harmony, and therefore no joy.

That is why God created men and women to be different. When two hard things come together and crash, what happens? Both are shattered. However, when one hard and one soft entity come together, the soft wraps around the hard. Man is like the bone; woman wraps around him like the flesh. When man and woman, hard and soft, unite in this way, the man feels such joy that he can go out all over the world and accomplish great things. The woman, wrapped around him, gets a free ride!

Within the essentiality of God there is a subject portion and an object portion: the masculine or plus and the feminine or minus, as well as internal character and external form. These all harmonize together and create one giant plus character. Within the human sphere, there must also be subject and object: masculine and feminine, and internal character and external form. When these come together, they create a great minus God for that great plus God.

The ultimate destiny of man is to receive the love of God; our ultimate subject is God. In order to reach the love of God, people must come together as plus and minus. 1 his is why men need women and women need men: only together can we create the harmony with which we can reach the love of God. That is the entire purpose of creation.

When men and women come together in love, the impact is so great that they would be shattered if they didn't have God as their cushion. God gets squeezed in between the two, and is Himself ignited with true love. Once God is ignited in this way, there is no limit to the action that can take place. Actually, in that situation God is wrapped around by the true love of men and women. Everybody in that embrace is permanently welded together -- God, man, and woman. They never want to leave each other. God feels, "How wonderful is man and woman!"

In this sense, man can educate God. Through having shared in the bonding of man and woman, God can experience the impact of true love for the first time. Even though God is almighty, you can say to Him, "You cannot be fulfilled without us." And God will say, "I have learned a lesson from you! I have seen that true love is even mightier than I am! True love can do something that I alone could not do." But that will not cause any unhappiness to God; it will make Him totally euphoric. God will have found the state of joy that He has always been seeking. Once He experiences the reality of His true love He can say, "Now I feel accomplishment, having fulfilled perfection and the purpose of creation. Amen!"

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Remaking Man

But in reality this fulfillment of God's true love never occurred in all of history. Why is it that men and women were supposed to be in the position to return that true love to God, but they fell. Ever since the fall of Adam and Eve, men and women have never been fully restored.

God has never experienced the fulfillment of His true love through His creation. The world became satanic, filled with untrue, self-centered love. God's purpose has therefore been to restore humankind to the point where this state of joy could be realized. There is a lot of laundry to do. There is an incredible amount of dirtiness in mankind. The stains are so ingrained that a simple washing cannot suffice. Therefore, God has had to unravel the fabric and reweave it with new threads.

God thus needs a factory in which He can remake human beings. Throughout history religions have served as such mending or remaking factories. However, so far no factory has been able to reconstruct everything. One religion might be redoing the right leg; another religion might be redoing the left leg; another religion might be doing the arms; another doing the ears; another the eyes, the nose, and so forth. The whole process of remaking was divided among the different religions.

All this time, however, each religion has been working independently. Thus the left-leg religion and the right-leg religion each thought they had the complete and definitive plan. But now the final days have come -- the time for an all-encompassing religion to emerge and remake the whole body of humankind.

So far in history there has also been great separation between the races, particularly between black and white. God wanted the distinction between the races to be maintained until the time when the Messiah would come; in this way each race could highly develop its special characteristics. The Messiah is to bring these contrasting races together in one beautiful, harmonious relationship. They will be able to weep and laugh together and share everything together. But in order to create such an all- encompassing atmosphere of love, True Parents are needed. This is because the deep love that is necessary to bond all races together as one family cannot be engendered without parental love. Thus the Messiah must come in the position of a True Parent Without this basic structure of love coming down from heaven through True Parents there is no way to create harmony between the races.

In a way, the Unification movement can be described as the final remaking factory for human beings. Thus when you first come here, you will be given rough treatment, as if you were raw material being divided into pieces; this is because you have to give up your former self. Then you are fed by the milk of True Parents' love, for the first time in history. Ultimately, a new person will emerge, a person of true love. This is almost like a beast being transformed into a human being. This is what the Unification Church is all about.

The Final Phase of Salvation

The question of love is the central question for the Unification Church. This is where humanity went wrong. In the Bible, God gave Adam and Eve the commandment: You can eat of all the trees, but do not eat of the Tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil. Today's established Christian churches do not understand that the fruit represents love. God asked Adam and Eve to maintain their purity until He would bless them in marriage. When they broke that commandment, the fallen generations began.

We were all born to be the children of God, to be His princes and princesses. But what happened? The first ancestors joined with Satan; ultimately human beings became a part of the satanic lineage. This is the reason Jesus said, "You brood of vipers. How can you speak of good when you are evil? "That is why people must shed their blood in order to cleanse their blood lineage. And that is why the history of Christianity has been a history of suffering and martyrdom.

We need another phase in the process of the remaking of man. We need the final part of the process, by which all the remade parts of the body of humanity can be sewn together. Most importantly, the stained blood lineage of Satan must be completely cleansed, or else the reassembly of the whole body will be to no purpose. You have to know clearly what the responsibility of the Unification Church is: to get rid of the satanic lineage and transfer humankind into the heavenly lineage of God through true love. In that way we will bring liberation to God and humanity.

Therefore, the greatest of all revolutions has been ignited by Rev. Moon. He has brought the way for all human beings to rid themselves of the satanic lineage and be restored into the heavenly lineage.

According to God's original concept, He was to be united with Adam, Eve, the archangel, Cain, and Abel. All of them were supposed to be united as one, but instead, because of the fall they became divided as enemies. The Cain and Abel conflict has grown now to the worldwide level. The free world represents the Abel camp and the communist world represents the Cain camp. The central nation in the free world is the United States of America; within the United States, Christianity is in the Abel position and the government is in the Cain position.

Unless Cain and Abel are united, there is no way for humanity to return to God's ideal. Today the True Parents are tearing down all the barriers on every level -- religious barriers, national barriers, racial and cultural barriers. Thus people can more easily communicate and became one. Satan knows that we are approaching the final stages of restoration and so he is dealing his final blows. He is doing this through the destruction of love. Love has become extremely degraded and perverted. For example, free sex is completely opposed to God's morality; through its increasing popularity Satan is trying to block God's dispensation. At this time we are witnessing the complete destruction of the love tradition throughout the world. Knowing that, the Messiah is establishing this most crucial aspect of re-creation, the tradition of true love. The Unification Church and Rev. Moon have been working to accomplish this within modem-day society.

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Absolute Necessity of Parents

Marriage within the Unification Church has an extraordinary meaning. A man represents the plus aspects of the universe; a woman represents the minus aspects. God is bringing them together into harmony, and as a result God's joy can be fulfilled. The large weddings of the Unification Church are guided by this philosophy and purpose. When a man and woman come together in love, a tremendous universal spark is created. But that spark requires the input of God. The human spark of love alone is horizontal; it creates only a simple, plain light. However, when man's love combines with woman's love, it creates a base for the vertical love to come down and hit that horizontal love. When that vertical love is welcomed into the human relationship a rainbow of light is produced and it spreads all over the world.

Everything in creation will open its mouth and joyfully welcome that beautiful light, crying, "Oh! Come into me, beautiful light!" Only that perfect light can fill up everything, everywhere. Love is precious, but no one knew how precious it was until Rev. Moon came. We cannot buy true love even with the whole universe or God. Nobody in history has known that the cosmos was created to center upon the love between an ideal man and wife nor that this ideal has never been realized. This secret has been revealed in detail through Rev. Moon, and Unificationists have come to be convinced of its validity. This is why Moonies are so strong and courageous.

Wherever true love goes, it causes re-creation and transformation. No matter which continent it touches -- Africa, South America, Asia -- it does the same thing. Therefore, the Unification Church is bringing rebirth and regeneration to all of humanity. Without experiencing true love here on earth, no one is allowed to enter the Kingdom of Heaven in spirit world. For that reason, the Kingdom of Heaven has been empty until now. The keys to that Kingdom were given to Peter while Jesus was here on earth. This is the agony of Jesus, which no one has understood. Even though Jesus came here for the purpose of salvation, he could never open up the door of the Kingdom of Heaven because he could not freely disseminate true love centered upon the ideal of True Parents. It is only through True Parents that true love can be given to humanity.

The entire teaching of the Bible centers upon one key point: the fulfillment of true love. Jesus came to expound upon true love. He was supposed to take the position of bridegroom and take a bride, and then teach about true love, with him and his bride becoming True Parents at that time. True love can never be found unless True Parents appear on the earth. This is a central truth. Thus even though Jesus came to be the Messiah two thousand years ago, he could not fulfill the highest level of true love here on earth because he could not go up to the level of True Parents. The fulfillment of true love means that the ideal of True Parents has been established on the earth.

The Bible teaches that in the Last Days the bridegroom and bride will meet. This means Eden will be restored. The Bible teaches that in the Garden of Eden, there were two trees, the Tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil and the Tree of Life. Christianity has not understood clearly what these two trees symbolize, but in fact they symbolize ideal man and woman, father and mother -- the parents in the Garden of Eden. At the time of the Exodus when Moses was leading his people through the wilderness, they were guided by a pillar of cloud by day and a pillar of fire by night. These pillars symbolized, again, the True Parents, the father and mother who would come to lead humanity to the Promised Land. Furthermore, when Moses went up to the top of Mount Sinai and received the Ten Commandments, those commandments were inscribed on two tablets of stone. Why were there two? They symbolized the father and mother, the True Parents, who are the full embodiment of the word of God.

The dispensation at the time of the Exodus was symbolic of and parallel to the future era of the True Parents. Moses' course was intended to be a symbolic teaching for humanity, so that the people could be prepared for the coming of the Messiah. God educated the Israelites through the Exodus so that they would be ready for the advent of the Messiah, Jesus. Jesus was intended to fulfill the ideal of True Parents. However, as God taught during the time of Moses, absolute faith and obedience on the part of the people were necessary in order for the Messiah's goals to be fulfilled. But because the people's faith and obedience v. ere not rendered unto Jesus in his time, everything was destroyed. The True Parents and their love were not established on earth, and only spiritual salvation became possible. Physical salvation did not happen, so the Messiah had to come again. It was a great tragedy for history that we had to wait for the Second Coming.

If anyone in the world feels proud of himself or herself, that person should ask God what He thinks. God will say, "You cannot be proud of yourself. You were born of satanic lineage."

Satan's worst crime was that he stole love away from God. For that crime there can be no compassion, no forgiveness. In a way, the focal point of the battle within our society is the struggle for love. Satan is trying to pervert love and make it his. God is trying to restore love into heavenly and pure love. Rev. Moon is not a mediocre and compromising man. God needs people like me because I am absolutely committed to His work. Many people might say that Rev. Moon is too harsh, too strong, but he gives the prescription that this world needs. People come into the Unification Church with spiritual stains on them. But Rev. Moon takes them and pounds and pounds on them until they turn into pure, white seeds.

God Longs To Meet a Real Man

There are many holidays which people celebrate, but there has not been a day with universal value, representing the central theme of the universe, until this day.

Father speaks in English*:

There are many different days that people can commemorate, such as their anniversaries or special days of happiness; there are also memorable days for a nation. But until now, God has not had His own special days to remember. You have to think about that. God doesn't have happy days to remember. Until now, God has agonized throughout history, "Who will fulfill my ideal? I long to meet this man." That man is the Messiah.

Originally God created humankind but the result was fallen people. From that point on, humans were in a sense not real humans; they were twisted and stained. That is why God started re-creation, the history of restoration. God wants to meet the real man; He is yearning to see that day -- Real Man Day, Real Woman Day, Real Couples Day. He wants to see the people who can combine human love with God's love. From the couple it can multiply to the family, tribe, nation, world, and the whole universe. Where can we meet this kind of man and woman? God has been wondering about this throughout history. No one has understood God's situation. There have been many philosophers but they have never been able to understand the meaning of history; they have made up a lot of complicated theories.

Rev. Moon means a great deal to God's restorational history. It is not by man's power, nor by the power of armaments, but only by the power of true love that evil can be overcome. He was the individual who fulfilled man's purpose and accomplished the family purpose. Finding disciples one by one, gradually accumulating a foundation -- you have to know how many tears are behind this Principle, how much agony. Up until now I have gone to jail six times, almost five years altogether. I am not a bad person. When I was struggling to discover the Principle I didn't have anyone. I was alone. After finding out the whole of the Principle the intense fighting continued. I know the difficulties there have been up to this point; you don't know them. How many complications there have been in creating order on the right, on the left, in front, and behind, all so that now people can understand the Principle! There has been so much persecution, so much suffering, to bring the Principle and true love into substance and reality. It is priceless.

Translation from Korean resumes:

You must come to realize what a precious gift you have in the truth you have found through the teaching of Rev. Moon. You should also know how much Father suffered to reach and dig out that truth for the sake of humanity. You are the first recipients of that truth. You ought to come to the realization that you are not in a normal church; you are not living a normal kind of life compared with other men and women. You are in an extraordinary position, a blessed position.


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* The tape did not pick up all of Father's words in English. This is the editor's reconstruction from that which was audible. -- Ed. 

Parents' Day

Reverend Sun Myung Moon
April 7, 1985
World Mission Center
Translator - Bo Hi Pak

You make me feel very good today. Everybody looks young and bright. Today is the celebration of the twenty fifth anniversary of Parents' Day and the twenty-sixth return of this holiday. Actually, Parents' Day falls on April 20 this year, but because of various circumstances we are gathered here today to celebrate it.

There are many organizations and churches in the world, but there is only one Unification Church. The teachings we follow are deep and profound and the things that we do are also quite deep and profound. The Unification Church has an aspect of mystery to it. For that reason, unless one actually joins the Church, he cannot fully understand it. We have our own unique celebrations and holidays based on the different aspects of our understanding of the universe and of God; an example is Parents' Day.

Most ordinary people do not seek or require a great deal of depth or universal significance in their beliefs. They do not usually worry about the salvation of the world, but rather they are more concerned about their own salvation, their own little "cubbyhole" upstairs. That is the self-centered attitude toward salvation. Another common belief is that salvation can come only by following one's own particular creed or doctrines.

Different religions seek salvation in different ways; Christianity, Buddhism, Hinduism and Islam are trying to give the world a certain manner or way of salvation. They each look at God from their own point of view. What about the Unification Church? The Unification Church believes in a God who is the God of the universe, the God of all people. We are trying to bring together all religions into one common understanding of that universal God, into one universal faith.

Let's say there is a mountain, like the one I have drawn on the blackboard. There are many different people climbing that mountain and many different ways to get to the pinnacle. While they are climbing, the people do not see any other ways to get to the top. But once everyone arrives at the top, they say, "Oh, these other people are here, too. They were seeking the same goal as we were." When everybody reaches the top goal, centering on God, all humanity will arrive at the same destination. Therefore while we are striving for the pinnacle, we must try to embrace and unite with each other.

Everybody wants to claim that his religion is the closest one to God. For instance, established Christianity or Islam or Buddhism try to claim the closest position to God. However the time will definitely come when we all arrive at the pinnacle and meet each other.

Human beings fell from their original position; from that point the journey of humanity began and it has continued to this day. That journey is destined to arrive at its ultimate terminal. When humanity arrives at that terminal, everyone will realize that all people have a common destiny. Then the question arises: are there several different kinds of salvation, or only one? If anybody thinks there is more than one kind of salvation, he is denying the unique and absolute nature of almighty God. If God indeed exists as the Creator of all, then He must have one ideal, one purpose of creation, not two or three. Thus He has absolutely one, and only one, plan of salvation and one purpose, one goal.

If you ask most religious people, "How many purposes of salvation does God have?" they will not be able to answer. Not only that, they will not expect to hear such a question. Most people have never thought about such a thing. However, there is one God, one purpose and one salvation. God has His own purpose, His own ideals, and therefore God has His own destination or goal to achieve. That is what we call His dispensation.

As far as God is concerned, there is only one purpose and one will to achieve but people can look at that will from many different levels. People can say there is the individual purpose, the family level purpose, the national level purpose and the purpose on the level of the world. Also different religions interpret God's one will according to their own viewpoints: the Christian way; the Islamic way; the Buddhist way, for example.

If there is one God, one will, and one salvation, would the individual path be different from the family path or the national path? Would they all go in different directions or should they all go in one direction? When we come to the final destination, the mountain top, then we can see whether the dispensation level is based on the individual, the family, tribe, nation, or world, centered upon the same axis. The circle gets bigger and bigger, but the center is always the same.

We might draw a diagram representing this. You can see that different sizes of circles can be drawn, but they always share the same central point so many different circles can surround the same center. If God exists, then He must be at the center point. We can draw a line representing the vertical line from God down to the earth. Everything shares the same vertical line, the same axis. The individual is represented by a small circle while the world is a large circle, but they have the same axis coming down from God to the earth.

Since God is in the center coming down in spirit to the earth, that line is a straight vertical line. God is at the top position and man is in the lower position. But then you can draw a horizontal line intersecting that vertical line at a 90 degree angle. On a graph, you would have four 90 degree angles, making a total of 360 degrees. In that case, God would be on the right and man on the left. There is always a complementary, subject/object relationship-either vertically or horizontally.

With that one vertical line and one horizontal line, you can draw circles. The individual level is represented by a small circle; the family level is a larger circle; then the tribe, nation, and world are larger and larger circles. Within the dispensation of God are contained the salvation of the individual, family, nation, and world. That is reflected in the actual happenings here on earth. The same thing on the vertical level is true on the horizontal level.

When we have lots of different and complicated kinds of circles all over the place, where should their center be? Should it be way up in the sky, or what? And what do you think, should the overall form be like a square, or a perfect circle, or what? The circle is always an ideal shape. All the actions of the different size circles should come together and create a larger circle. When the horizontal line comes to its limit, it has to turn around in a circular motion; it cannot just shoot backwards.

In the movement of the heavenly bodies, for example the solar system, there is a certain pulling and pushing force that creates a harmonious circular motion. Scientifically speaking, the ideal motion is circular because that is a permanent, perpetual motion. Therefore, everything that moves in the universe is trying to achieve that circular motion.

God created many kinds of motion and dispenses many types of energy. What is the most powerful form of energy that God dispenses, besides the power of love? There is the power of life, or the maintenance of existence. What else is a form of God's energy? There is a certain energy to pursue the ideal; that is another form of power. People continually aspire to find something better; we always pursue goodness, moving toward absolute goodness. Even when we reach absolute goodness, we don't want to come down from it; we want to continue in that absolute state forever.

Thus God has these types of power: the power of ideal, the power of existence, and the power of love. Among all these powers, which do you think is the central power, the core of God's energy? It is the power of love. What is the difference between true love and not-so-true love? Basically everybody is pursuing love. A young person will say, "I am in love. I would give up my life in order to achieve the fulfillment of that love." But the question is, is that person pursuing true love or another kind, a not-so-true love? We have to ask that question. What is the quality of love that a person is pursuing?

What is the definition of true love? First of all, in order to be truly loved, you need someone else with whom to have give and take. You cannot be in love all by yourself. This principle applies even to God. God cannot derive joy from love when He is all by Himself. God doesn't sit on His throne and say, "I am almighty and I am enjoying absolute love." No matter how hard He might try to be happy all by Himself, He couldn't find happiness. If God didn't need an object, would He be a normal or an abnormal God? He would be abnormal, even a crazy God. The normal way is to need an object; if God did not feel the need for an object, He could not succeed. He would be a crazy God. Do you want the love of a crazy God? No, you want the normal, absolute and true love. Why is that?

In order for God to be the absolute God of true love, where should you be in relation to Him? You should be object to God, as your subject. Because God as a subject needs an object and without that object cannot fulfill His love, you are in the position to be the object of God's love.

As we have said, God has different kinds of power, the power of existence, the power of ideal, and the power of love. Are these three powers going in different directions, or shouldn't they be harmonized and pursuing one common direction? Who determines their purpose? I want you to understand that in order for God's power of existence to have meaning, it must have a center, a common purpose, a goal. That should be the ideal. Where can we can we find that ideal state, in terms of existence and this ideal power? It can be found in true love. Therefore, love determines the goal, the purpose; love is the center.

When you are sincerely pursuing the goal of true love, even though you may be living all by yourself, all things will come and fulfill you. For example, if a husband and wife must live separately but they have a common purpose and ideal in fulfilling their love in their relationship, they can always feel that someone loves them. They can feel an exhilaration because of that.

Even the energy of existence is always saying, "I want to exist for some purpose." The energy of existence must have some motivation and that motivation must come from love. Furthermore, the energy to seek the ideal must also have a certain motivation, a certain desire to perpetuate itself for eternity. What will ignite or provide such a motivation? What will give you such a central purpose? It is only true love that can give such incredible power of motivation.

Happiness cannot come until one's existence and ideal meets with the permanent ideal of true love. Then you are in a position of object so that you can have permanent give and take with the permanent subject, in terms of true love. That alone can engender happiness for every man and woman. You recognize the absolute Being as the subject who has an absolute purpose for existence. The purpose for the ideal, and then when you make yourself the object to that entity, you can truly talk about happiness.

Even the ideal, absolute God needs an object in order to fulfill His ideal purpose. He cannot fulfill His joy without an object. Thus He had to either go out and find His object or create one. Do you think God has a shopping center in which He could buy an object for His love? What about this-suppose there were two Gods, one to play the role of object and the other the role of subject. How about that? If that were the case, there would be two Pluses in the universe. Plus repels plus, so there could not be harmony and unity unless one God were the minus God, or the object God. Thus, what God needs is a minus God and since He has no shopping center to buy such a thing, He decided that since He was almighty, He would create His own. That is what almighty God determined to do. The creation is none other than God's effort to create for Himself a minus God with whom to have a relationship.

Which is plus in the terrain: the tall mountain or the valley? It is the mountain. Harmony is the key word. Harmony cannot be created with just flat terrain. You need both the valley and the mountain. Likewise, when a person dances, one arm moves in one direction while the other arm moves in a complementary direction. Rhythm gives harmony; one is up and the other is down, one is front and the other is rear. Harmony creates joy.

What about you women? You are created to be in the position of minus. Why is that? Do you have some philosophical reason for it? I have already given you the answer: it is for the sake of harmony and oneness. If everybody and everything were identical, men and women, God and human beings, and so forth, there would be no harmony and no joy. There must be up and down, there must be differences between plus and minus in order to create harmony.

What about two extremely beautiful women having a loving relationship with each other, touching each other's hands and so forth? Is it natural for two women to say, "We have so much in common. Your hands are soft and so are mine. Your skin is like silk and so is mine. Your voice is high and soprano and so is mine. That is why we are in harmony and we should love each other." Is that true? No, it isn't.

Harmony in the human body comes with the combination of flesh and bone. Flesh is soft and bone is hard. Absolute harmony engenders absolute oneness. In order to create harmony you must bring together contrasting components and unite them. That is why God created male and female with their own special characteristics. Men are supposed to be masculine and women are supposed to be feminine. When two hard objects come together and clash, what happens? Both objects can be shattered into pieces. However, when one soft and one hard entity come together, they wrap around each other. The part that wraps around on the outside is the soft minus part, while the part that goes inside, like the bones, is the hard masculine part. That is the universal formula. We cannot change that. Everything has to follow that law, even if you may not like it.

Now we shall get back to our main theme. God, in an effort to fulfill His position as plus, needed to create what we might call His minus God, which is men and women. Once He created that minus God, they turned out to be very greedy! They wanted to completely possess their plus God. What about you, do you have that greediness? All together, men and women are in the position of minus God. That is the way God created us. Therefore we are in the position of soft ground, like a soft field of love, where the hard center of love can impact. We are supposed to wrap around God.

Within God there is an internal character; He has both male and female character within Him. Basically, within the essentiality of God there is the subject portion and the object portion, the plus portion and the minus portion- internal character and external form, as you all know. These all harmonize and create one giant Plus character. By the same token, within the human world, there must be a subject character and an object character, a plus character and a minus character, an internal character and an external form. When these come together, they create a great minus for that great Plus.

Human beings have the duty to reflect God's image in perfection. So within mankind, there is the plus aspect- men-and the minus aspect-women. Therefore, men are in the subject position and women are in the object position. That is the natural order. In order to imitate God. we must relate in that way and create harmony. Women are destined to be the object. No matter how beautiful a woman you might be, you must search after your subject of love. Even if that man is ugly, the object needs its subject, according to God's concept. Thus a contrast might exist-one might be absolutely beautiful and the other absolutely ugly. What do you American women say to that?

The perverted love between people of the same sex is never a true love; such relationships were never supposed to exist, according to God's thinking. We must create an ideal formula that will live up to God's expectations. That is the duty and responsibility of human beings. The ultimate destiny of man is to receive the love of God. our ultimate subject. In order to reach the love of God, we must come together as plus and minus. This is why men need women and women need men: so that together we can create the harmony with which we can reach the love of God. That is the entire purpose of creation.

The horizontal line exists only because of the vertical line; it provides a place for the vertical line to come down and intersect. The man's position and the woman's position are far apart and they want to meet each other. Therefore, they have to meet in the center. There may be a lot of squabbles and fights but then when they meet at the center, true love unites them and melts them together. The desire for true love brings men and women together; no other power can bring them together. You get excited when you are ignited by true love.

God is like a guiding system for men and women, who are like missiles. He has to push them and guide them, "Your direction needs to change 50 degrees this way. You woman, you must move 10 degrees this way. Now come closer." Finally they meet and they create a tremendous explosion, but it is not a destructive explosion; it is an explosion of love. That impact is the greatest of all. When the plus and minus come together, they need certain protection; otherwise they will be shattered into pieces. That is when God comes down. When men and women impact, they would be shattered if they didn't have God as their cushion. God gets squeezed in between the two. Not only that, God Himself is ignited with true love. Once God is ignited in that way, there is no limit to the action that can take place.

When God is squeezed by the true love of men and women, does He cry, "Ouch! I must run away!"'? Or wouldn't He feel intoxicated with joy'? When God is wrapped around by the true love of men and women, everybody in that embrace is permanently welded together -God, man, and woman. They never want to leave each other. God feels, "How wonderful are man and woman!"

Actually, in this sense, man can educate God because with that experience, God can know the impact of true love for the first time. Even though God is almighty, you can say to Him, "You cannot be fulfilled without us." And God will say, "I have learned a lesson from you! I have seen that true love is even mightier than I am! True love can do something that I could not do." But that will not cause any unhappiness for God; it will make Him totally joyful. God will have found the state of joy that He has always been seeking. Once He finds the reality of His true love He can say, "Now I have become truly almighty, having fulfilled perfection and the purpose of creation. I feel my accomplishment fully."

Such a fulfillment of God's true love never happened before in the entire history of creation. Why is that'? Men and women were supposed to return that true love to God but they fell. Since the fall of Adam and Eve, men and women have not been restored. That is the reason God never before came close to fulfilling His true love in the manner we have described it. Therefore, God has never fulfilled His true love through His creation. The world became satanic, completely filled with untrue, self centered love. Thus, God's purpose has been to restore the original state of joy.

There is an incredible amount of dirtiness in mankind. We might say there is a lot of laundry to do. For that reason, God has been washing and washing the dirty linen of mankind throughout human history. The stains are so severe that a simple washing cannot suffice. God has had to unthread the fabric and reweave it with new threads. Thus God needs a factory in which He can do this remaking work. Making mankind whole has been the work of religion throughout history. We could call religion the tool of God, almost like a laundry factory. However, so tar no factory has been complete.

Each religion has been working on a different part of man. Symbolically, one religion might be redoing the right leg portion; another religion might be redoing the left leg; another religion might be doing the arms; another doing the ears; another doing the eyes, nose, and so forth. This is how the whole process of remaking was divided into different religions. All this time each religion has been working independently, without any interrelationship. Thus the left leg religion or the right leg religion thought they were the complete religion. But now the final days have come, and it is time for the complete religion to emerge.

So far in history, there has been great separation between the black and white people of the world. The white people have been in a position like the top of the mountain while the black people have been like the valley. God wanted that distinction between white and black until the time when the Messiah should come, so He allowed the two groups of people to go their individual ways in order to perfect their particular characteristics. But once the Messiah comes, he can bring them together into one beautiful, harmonious relationship. When there is a division between white and black, where would God place the axis or the center line? Of course, the center line is a horizontal line, in between. When the time comes, everybody will move toward that central horizontal line, which is the line of harmony. They will seek that line of harmony.

The world of God is a world of rhythm, so the white people should be able to come down and cross that central line and experience the valley. Then they should be able to re-cross the central line and go up again to the mountain. Therefore, the white people have to be prepared to come down; the black people have to be prepared to go up. This is the only way the ideal of harmony can be achieved. Oneness between black and white occurs at the point of that horizontal line. That is the meeting ground; the place for unity. This principle refers not just to the black and white relationship, but it can be expanded to all other relationships, such as Oriental and Western.

When this meeting takes place, the vertical line comes down from heaven and the center point is created. The Bible says that a person should be like a child in order to enter the Kingdom of Heaven because this is when a childlike mind is necessary. A white person goes down, a black person goes up and they see each other as brothers and sisters, members of the same family, loving partners. They can weep and laugh together; they can eat together and share everything. The best way to achieve harmony between black and white would be to have a black and a white baby sucking at the breasts of the same mother.

In order to create such a total, beautiful love atmosphere, True Parents are needed. Only through the infusion of parental love can the ideal be realized. Thus the Messiah must come in the position of a True Parent. This is most crucial. Without this basic, fundamental structure of love coming down from heaven, there is no way to create harmony between such groups as black and white.

Looking at religions like factories for the recreation of true human beings, how can they transform people into truly loving human beings? It is only if people are fed by the milk of love from True Parents. That love has the power to transform the most beastly person into a true man or woman.

In a way, the Unification Church can be described as the final remaking factory for human beings. Thus when people first come here, they will be given rough treatment, like raw material, because you have to be divided into pieces; you have to give up your former self. Then you are fed by the milk of True Parents' love for the first time in your life. Ultimately, a new person will emerge. This is almost like a beast being transformed into a new human being. This is what the Unification Church is all about.

The restoration of love is the central task for the Unification Church because that is where mankind went wrong. God gave Adam and Eve the commandment: "You can eat of all the trees, but do not eat of the Tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil." Today's established Christian churches do not understand that that fruit represents love. God asked Adam and Eve to maintain their purity until such time as He gave them the Blessing. When they broke that commandment, the fallen generations began.

Men and women were originally intended to be the princes and princesses of God, His own sons and daughters. But what happened? Man joined with Satan; ultimately mankind became a part of the satanic lineage. This is the reason Jesus said, "You brood of vipers. You want satanic love instead of heavenly love." That is why people have had to shed their blood in order to cleanse it, and that is why the history of Christianity has been a history of suffering and martyrdom.

We need the final phase of the process of remaking people into whole people. The stained blood lineage of Satan must be cleaned up by that process. You have to know clearly what is the responsibility of the Unification Church: we must liberate mankind and God with true love.

Therefore, the greatest of all revolutions has been ignited by Reverend Moon. He is teaching the way to eliminate man's satanic lineage and restore the heavenly lineage. But of course Satan does not want Reverend Moon to succeed; the satanic world hates Reverend Moon and thus they put him into jail in Danbury. It is quite an irony that I had to come out of prison in order to speak to you on Parents' Day. They thought that by putting Reverend Moon into Danbury they would finish him and the Unification movement. But on the contrary, I have been using Danbury as my heavenly weapon to facilitate our progress. A great victory has already been won through Danbury. Danbury has been a powerful weapon for God. Now God is directing mankind to the new way of salvation. This new way of salvation requires the unity of Cain and Abel.

Where should we go? In the original concept, God and the archangel, Cain and Abel, and Adam and Eve were all supposed to be united. But instead they became divided against each other and enemies, because of the fall. The Cain and Abel struggle has grown now to the worldwide level, with the free world representing the Abel camp and the communist world representing the Cain camp. The central nation in the free world is the United States of America; within the United States, Christianity is in the Abel position and the government is in the Cain position, virtually trying to exterminate Christianity. This is happening because these are the Last Days.

Unless Cain and Abel arc united, there is no way for humanity to return to the True Parents' ideal. Therefore, what is happening in our world today'? All the barriers on every level-religious barriers, national barriers, racial and cultural barriers-are being torn down. Thus people can more easily communicate and become one. Satan knows that we are approaching the final stages of restoration and therefore he is administering his final blows through the destruction of love. Love has become extremely degraded and perverted. Free sex is completely opposed to God's morality and that is one way Satan is trying to block God's dispensation. Knowing that this is the time of total destruction of the love tradition of the world, the Messiah is pursuing this most crucial aspect of recreation. The Unification Church and Reverend Moon have been trying to accomplish the restoration of true love within this society.

There is a certain order and discipline which God is trying to restore. For example the relationship between men and women, especially here in America, has been confused. But in God's world there is no confusion. Man is in the position of subject and woman is in the position of object. This is a universal truth.

Both men and women are necessary in God's creation; it is like a cosmic miracle. If there were no women or no men, humanity could not continue. Marriage within the Unification Church has an extraordinary meaning. A man represents the plus part of the universe; a woman represents the minus part of the universe. When God brings them together into harmony, the fulfillment of His joy can come about. The mass weddings of the Unification Church are guided by this particular philosophy and purpose.

When a man and woman come together in love, a tremendous universal spark is created but that spark requires the input of God. Human love alone is like the horizontal light, the simple light. When man's love combines with woman's love, it creates a base for the vertical love to come down and hit that horizontal love. Then it is like a rainbow of light and spreads all over the world. Everything in creation will open its mouth and joyfully welcome that light, crying, "Oh! Come into me, beautiful light!" Only that perfect light can fill up everything, everywhere.

Love is precious but no one has truly known how precious until Reverend Moon came. Love is something we cannot buy even with the whole universe. People never knew that the proper cosmic beginning could not be made. That proper beginning had to be centered upon the love of the ideal man and woman. Through Reverend Moon, this secret was revealed in detail and Moonies came to be convinced of its validity. That's why the Moonies can be so strong and brave.

Wherever true love goes, it causes recreation and transformation. No matter which continent it touches- Africa, South America, Asia-it does the same thing. Therefore, the Unification Church is bringing rebirth and regeneration to humanity. Without experiencing true love here on earth, no one is allowed to enter the Kingdom of Heaven in spirit world. For that reason, the Kingdom of Heaven has been empty until now. The keys to that Kingdom were given to Peter while here on earth.

The entire teaching of the Bible is centered upon one key point: the fulfillment of true love. Jesus came to expound on true love. True love can never be possible here on earth unless True Parents are here. This is a key truth. The fulfillment of true love means the fulfillment of the ideal of the True Parents here on earth.

The Bible teaches that in the Last Days the bridegroom and bride must come. That means the basic contents of the Bible require the restoration of the original love place. The Bible teaches that in the Garden of Eden, there were two trees, the Tree of the Knowledge of Good and Evil and the Tree of Life. Established Christianity has not understood clearly what these two trees symbolize, but we know that they symbolize ideal men and women and father and mother-the parents.

At the time of the Exodus, when Moses was leading his people through the wilderness, they were guided during the day by a pillar of smoke and by night by a pillar of fire. These pillars symbolized the True Parents, the father and mother who would come to lead humanity to the promised land. Furthermore, when Moses went up to the top of Mount Sinai and received the Ten Commandments, they were inscribed on two tablets of stone. Why were there two tablets? They symbolized the father and mother, the True Parents, the full embodiment of the word of God.

The dispensation for that time, the time of Moses and the Exodus, was parallel to and symbolic of this time of the True Parents. For example, they had a tabernacle and they carried the tablets of the Ten Commandments inside of it. That tabernacle represents the temple of God and within that temple were the symbols of the True Parents. There was also the manna that came down from heaven, by which God fed the people. Moses used his staff to guide them along their way. That is symbolic of heaven and earth coming together-man and the things of nature coming together.

The Exodus of Moses was symbolic of the course of the True Parents. God knows that the only way to fulfill His dispensation is through the True Parents. Thus Moses' course was like a symbolic teaching for humanity, so that they could be prepared for the coming of the Messiah. Of course, the Messiah they were looking for at that time was to be Jesus. God educated the Israelites in that fashion so that they would be ready for the advent of the Messiah, Jesus, who was supposed to fulfill the ideal of True Parents.

As God taught during the time of Moses, absolute faith and obedience were necessary ingredients for the fulfillment of the Messiah's goal. But that faith and obedience were not exhibited at the time of Jesus and thus everything was destroyed. The ideal of True Parents was not fulfilled and only spiritual salvation was possible. Since physical salvation could not happen, the Messiah had to come again; that is the Second Advent. It was the tragedy of humanity that we had to wait for the Second Coming.

Who is Satan? He is the criminal who stole love away from God; he became the enemy of God's love. Therefore, for that crime there can be no compassion, no forgiveness. The fundamental point of the battle within our society is the struggle for love. Satan is trying to pervert love and make it his, while God is trying to restore love into its heavenly and pure state.

If anybody is proud of himself, then I want to ask him to ask God about himself. God will say, "You cannot be proud of yourself. You were born of satanic lineage." Reverend Moon is not a mediocre and compromising man. God needs people like Reverend Moon because I am absolutely committed to His work. Many people might say that I am too harsh or too strong, but that is the prescription this world needs. People come into the Unification Church with spiritual stains on them and Reverend Moon takes them and pounds and pounds on them until they turn into pure, clean seed.

Reverend Moon has tested this formula and it works. We can use ginseng extract as an example. The roots of ginseng are white, while its extract is black and has mysterious power. That is like black people, who have spiritual power. Black and white combine into one and what results? Together they restore the white color.

There are many holidays which people celebrate, but there has never been a day with universal value, representing the central theme of the universe, until Parents' Day was proclaimed. There are many different days that people can commemorate, such as their anniversaries or special days of happiness; also, there are memorable days for a nation. But until this time, God has not had His own special days to remember. You have to think about that. God doesn't have happy days to remember. Until now, God has agonized throughout history.

Originally God created man but the result was fallen people. From that point on, there were no more real men; that is why God started His recreation, His history of restoration. God wants to meet that kind of real man; He is looking to celebrate such days as Real Man Day. Real Woman Day, Real Couples Day. He is looking for the people who can combine human love and God's love and then multiply to the family, tribe, nation, world and universe. Where can we meet this kind of person? God has been working on this throughout history. No one has understood God's situation. There have been many philosophers on earth but they have never been able to understand the meaning of history; they have made up a lot of complicated theories.

I have not received this understanding by my own power or by the power of armaments' but only with true love power. I have been finding disciples one by one. You have to know how much agony and how many tears are behind this Divine Principle. I have gone to jail six times; it will be almost five years all together. I am not a bad person. I know very well the pain and difficulties up to this point but you don't know them. Now people can understand the Divine Principle doctrine given to them from God. This is a priceless gift.

You must come to realize what a precious gift you have, in terms of the Principle, the truth you have found through the teaching of Reverend Moon. It is so precious that once you realize its value, you cannot simply stand still. You should be virtually knocked over by it, thrown into a faint. That is the kind of gift you have received. Also you must know how much the True Father suffered to dig out that truth for the sake of humanity. You are the first recipients of that truth. You have to come to the realization that you are not living a normal kind of life, compared with other men and women. You are in an extraordinary, blessed position.

Through the word of God, you met the person in whom that truth is embodied. In this case, it is Reverend Moon. Through the personification of that truth, where would you go next? Your next goal is God, your ultimate destination. You must find and grab onto God. Also, every person is destined to one day become a personification of true love. But how do you really experience true love? The woman will find it through a true man, her husband; but first she has to help her husband become a true man. Then husband and wife can share true love and together become true parents.

But which level of true parents do you want to reach: the individual level, the family, tribal, national, worldwide or cosmic level? The level of cosmic true parents is the best. Have you loved humanity and the universe with the cosmic level of true love? The smaller levels of love are absorbed by the larger levels: the individual love will be integrated into the family level; the family into the tribe; the tribe into the nation. True love for the country can be fused into true love for the world; true love for the world will be absorbed by true love for the universe.

You might declare to Satan, "You cannot compete with the quality of true love that we practice:' but Satan will laugh and say, "Are you so proud of your true love?" Further, he will say "People in the secular world celebrate their birthdays; they have parties for that purpose. What about you who regard yourselves as godly people? What is the day of your birth?" You will say, "My birthday is such and such a day." Then Satan can say, "On that day, your parents gave you birth, didn't they? Those parents are fallen people, so that birthday is mine, not yours, because you come out of my own lineage."

Also, Satan will ask you, "Do you have a day on which you can celebrate your dominion over all the things of creation? Is there a day on which you were given stewardship over all things?" Even though you may consider yourself godly, you cannot say yes to that. But Satan can say, "Look, all this is mine. I can claim them and I can use everything. It is all under my domain."

The established Christian churches cannot say, "The world is ours. Yes, we have a true birthday and we have true parents." But Satan will say, "I claim all the nations around the world. That is my sovereignty. Where is yours?" Satan will even go to God with the question, "Do those people have their own nation?" The Christian world cannot give an answer to that. Satan will say, "I have Hell under my domain; I can put people into Hell. But what about you'? Where is your domain and your people?"

You godly people can be further confronted by Satan, who will say, "What have you accomplished? How have you succeeded'? Show me what you have done in this society." He will say further, "Everything is in my power and under my domain. I have great loyalty from people. There are many people who have died because of their loyalty to my power. Where are the people who are giving their lives in loyalty to God? Where are those who receive decorations for such deeds?"

America is supposed to be one nation under God; that is the noble concept under which it was begun. But where is today's America'? This country is centered upon material values and that is Satan's domain. Virtually all of society is being influenced by moral degradation; drugs are rampant; free sex and homosexuality are commonplace. This is the basic reason why one Christian nation after another has fallen into the hands of communism. Where is the power of Christianity today? Satan laughs at God, "All right, God, show me where is Your country, where are Your people'? I know You created this world to the realization of the Kingdom of God on earth; and You said You were going to restore it and bring it to that ideal. But where is it being restored'?"

What is the day of judgment? It is the final showdown between Satan and God. It is the time when Satan will show all his cards and God will do the same. God must prepare so that when Satan shows his joker or his ace, God can pull out His card-true men and women. Then Satan will be stunned and say, "Oh, I didn't expect that!" He will begin to retreat at that point.

Satan can show how he has destroyed family after family through his power, then he will challenge God, "Where are the families under your power?" Satan has completely divided the world-all the races, everyone and created chaos and contusion. He is triumphantly saying, "God, where is Your world'!" Don't you think God needs a winning card to challenge Satan's trump? Don't you think God wants to have that kind of super trump card?

As soon as Satan sees God's super trump cards, he will say, "Oh, no, those aren't the right kinds of cards. You are trying to play a different game!" But God will say, "Yes, they are two different cards. My cards are the cards that will save the world. But your cards are selfish cards; you only worry about your well-being at the sacrifice of others." And for the first time, Satan will come to realize that there is no match between him and God because their cards are entirely different. Satan has to admit that he is one of the created beings of God, and he is the one who has fallen. God will say to him, "Who are you, after all?"

Those who are working only for their own well-being, whether individuals, families, or nations, will become Satan's trump cards. They will never become God's super trump cards. When God displays His unselfish cards, Satan's cards will be blown away, completely scattered. In the beginning of this card game between God and Satan, Satan had ownership of all the chips-the whole world of creation and humanity were in Satan's camp.

Satan will show his cards first and then demand to see God's. God will say, "Let me see your cards. Well, that card is self-centered and only worried about himself, trying to sacrifice everyone else for his own benefit. I see now very clearly that your cards are evil and fallen. In fact, they are not real cards; they are imitation. My cards are true cards. Isn't that correct?" Even Satan will have to admit it and say, "Yes, you are right, God."

What about the United States? is it God's nation or Satan's nation? It is under Satan's domination. This whole world is under Satan's domination. Thus people are born under Satan's yoke; that is a fact. God lost everything to Satan; for that reason, there is no God's day in the satanic world. There is no True Parents' Day; there have never been any true children walking on the earth and therefore they have no Children's Day. There has been nothing that God could claim as His own. This is the great tragedy of God: He created everything, but then He lost everything. Where is God's nation today in the Christian domain? Is God's Day the day on which His beloved son was killed on the cross'?

Blind faith will not work. People cannot just believe, without any scientific evidence or verification. Today everybody tries to be scientific, except when it comes to the truth about God. As twentieth century men and women, how can we abandon science when we speak about God? Many people have respect for me simply because of the logic of my teachings. I have met many theologians who lack a fundamental understanding about God. Many philosophers totally change their concepts after one meeting with me. There is no way for scholars to go except toward the Divine Principle. Many times I have asked them questions and they could not answer.

What is the Unification Church? It is a new entity. It is the new trump card that God can use against Satan. Whatever cards Satan presents, this new card of God can wipe them out. What kind of cards are you? Do you have a number? Are you an ace, a king, jack, or what? You may have a special number, let's say an MFT card. In order to move to another department, you can receive another Unification card. But I don't want you to turn in your card for a satanic card. Our cards have a different backing; they are coated with true love. Satan doesn't worry about the number so much; the most important thing is the true love coating because that is what will completely defeat him.

For the first time, we can celebrate God and His day. God's Day alone would not be sufficient because God needs to have True Parents here on earth. Therefore, we must also have Parents' Day because that represents the victory of God here on earth. Without True Parents, there is no true love. Satan will say to you, "Do you have that kind of day? Show me your cards, then." When you show your cards, at first they will not appear different from Satan's cards; there are diamonds, hearts, and so forth. But when you turn them over, you will be able to show that they are coated with true love. Perhaps they aren't completely covered, but if even one corner is coated, that will be good. Satan cannot digest that true love coating so he will draw back and retreat.

We have many unique celebrations in the Unification Church. Besides God's Day and Parents' Day, we have Children's Day, Day of All Things, Foundation Day, and others. Basically, the Unification Church is centered upon two things: God and His true love. God and His true love were never fulfilled here on earth until the True Parents were established. For that reason, the Parents' Day celebration is special. Based upon the true love of God, Parents' Day has been installed.

Upon the victory of the True Parents and Parents' Day, true children came into being and therefore Children's Day came into being. Now the ownership of all things can be transferred to God and therefore the Day of All Things came into being. On that foundation, the Day of Family, the Day of the True Nation and the Day of the True World will come, even the Day of the True Cosmos. Satan says, "I have Evil Parents' Day, Evil Everything Day." But God can say, "Look at Reverend Moon. How wonderful he is!"

Are you excited and inspired by what I am saying? What are you stimulated by? True love? Do you have true love? Show me. Have you been educated by Reverend Moon? What is true love? You say it is God-centered, True Parents centered and so forth, but in plain language, what is true love? I will give you the answer: True love has no end; it never gets boring. You want it to continue forever; you always want more. After a hundred years, you will still want to be with your beloved. There is no way you can lose interest in one another. That is true love.

There is no hell with such love; hell becomes heaven. There are no boundaries of time, either. In the love of God, there are no dirty or ugly places in the beloved. The love of God doesn't change, even in the bathroom. Do you think that is true'? Today's Christianity does not really understand true love. Every individual has his or her own most holy place. The man has his most holy place and the woman has her most holy place within their own temples, their physical bodies. That holy place is the sexual organs. That is why it is so important not to misuse that area and why the punishment is so incredibly severe when you misuse it.

Individuals have to worship that holy place. Satan is attacking sexual morality so strongly and encouraging illicit love because he is trying to destroy humanity in this way. Therefore, God must restore the holy places of men and women and make them truly holy. The Blessing of God blossoms through these holy places. The key to your holy place belongs to your spouse. The holy relationship between husband and wife is completely sacred and beautiful; it must be pure and it must be disciplined.

My own life has been full of suffering, particularly since I learned the overwhelming truth. I have been trying to live that truth and to do that, I have gone to the lowest, most miserable places in human society. Sometimes I have felt as if I were a prisoner of God, but God has always comforted me. While I was giving all my effort to set the tradition of true love, my youth passed away; now I am in my sixties.

Today I am celebrating Parents' Day as an inmate of a U.S. prison. America may be my enemy, the free world may be my enemy and the communist world may be my enemy, but I will not hate them. I must love America and love and forgive the American government. I will liberate the entire satanic world. This is the way of Reverend Moon, the way of True Parents.

Who has ever understood the heart of Jesus? Nobody has known the real purpose of Jesus the Messiah, who came to earth after long preparation. Followers of Jesus went to Rome and they inherited his sacrificial tradition. They have been expanding their realm around the world for 2,000 years. Directly after World War 11, Christianity became the dominant influence in the world. However, at that particular time the established Christian leaders of Korea and the Korean government failed to listen to Reverend Moon. For that reason, I embarked on a sojourn in the wilderness, starting in 1945. This year, 1985, is my fortieth year of life in the wilderness.

I knew I could not go back to my homeland without having a superior foundation. Therefore, when I was crossing the 38th parallel I pledged that I would return on the worldwide level. No matter what race you belong to, you should keep in mind that we are working to create our fatherland during these final three years by giving our very best. Now is the time of the final showdown. The final persecution has come by my being thrown into Danbury Prison.

This time is comparable to the time when the Israeli spies went into Canaan to analyze the situation there. When they came back, Joshua and Caleb were appointed the leaders into Canaan. Today I find myself in a land that has treated me like an enemy, and I am trying to restore my position here; at the same time, I am reconnoitering. At the time of Jesus' crucifixion, the goal of world physical salvation was impossible so only spiritual salvation was achieved through his great sacrifice on the Mount of Calvary. But today, at the "Mount of Danbury" I am regaining my own family, my own disciples, my own nation and people. The chosen nation of America and the free world will eventually turn to Danbury as the mount of resurrection, both physically and spiritually.

Since I have gone to Danbury prison, many significant historical events have taken place. Forty days after I entered prison, they had an open house there for the first time. Outsiders could come in and mingle with the prisoners and see what it was like. At that time, crowds of people came to visit. Most were not interested in the prison itself, but were trying to get a glimpse of Reverend Moon. After seventy days of my prison term, a dialogue was begun between North and South Korea. Some time later, Red China started to criticize Marxism and began to adopt free market economic policies. Furthermore, hundreds of ministers have been attending the seminars which our church is sponsoring and they have praised Reverend Moon as the "twentieth century prophet of America."

Of course, the United States government has taken the position of enemy to me as well as to God, but I have no animosity toward the government. I made a clear statement of forgiveness to the U.S. government. At the same time, I have been loving the American people more than ever, knowing that God loves and needs this country.

The one great power that tears me the most is the Soviet Union. They thought that once Reverend Moon went to jail, it would be the end of him and his church, but on the contrary, Reverend Moon is becoming much stronger. When I entered the prison, I was considered by the government as an enemy of America, or a controversial leader at best. But the Soviet leaders can clearly see that on the day when I come out of the prison, it will be as a hero and a champion fighting against communism. For that reason, who is the most threatened by me? It is the Soviet Union and international communism. Everyone else is joining with me more and more every day. Do you understand?

It was Satan's plan to send me to jail but it was God's plan to use that jail as a tool to win the greater victory. Prison is the worst possible internal hell on earth and I am winning the internal victory there. You are in the external hell, which is the fallen world. Therefore, you must win the external victory in order to be parallel with me and make oneness with me. I want you to understand the clear goal, as expressed in our motto for this year, "Creation and Building of the Fatherland"-God's homeland here on earth. That is my goal and I am achieving the victory even in the worst possible hell on earth, the prison. You must win the same victory.

No matter what, I cannot feel any personal animosity toward America or the United States government. We cannot be defeated by Satan or by communism. For that reason, I must forgive the United States government and work with them, striving to embrace them. There are brothers and sisters who are now fighting and even dying in the Soviet Union and other satellite countries. They are becoming martyrs for the Unification movement. Therefore, we must be serious; not only that, we must have no complaint. The one who decides to give up his life for God and the True Parents' sake will find it.

This is eternal truth. God's people should be willing to die for God's sake; if they are willing to do that, God will find His Kingdom here on earth. When people are giving their lives, transcendent of culture or skin color for the sake of God's Kingdom on earth, we shall find that Kingdom. Today, at the culmination of our celebration on Parents' Day, we must pledge to march forward toward the ultimate battleground for the final victory. That is the true meaning of this celebration. This is not just a day to be happy and merry. We have to recommit ourselves to that final goal.

In one hand, we must grasp the United States of America. In the other hand, we must grasp the Soviet Union and international communism. We must make a showdown and we shall be victorious. Remember, God is playing His extraordinary and final "card game" with Satan. God is holding onto one trump card: that is Reverend Moon and you. Let's say that Reverend Moon is God's ace card; you all represent the rest of the cards. Together, we will create God's trump and win every round for God.

Therefore, there is no choice but to become united and totally committed. There are fifty two cards in a deck; we have all the cards we need for every eventuality, for every different direction. Can you say that you are a card in God's hands? I want you to be the best cards; if not an ace then at least a seven, eight, nine or ten. Therefore, you have to be different from other people. Your eyes should have a different shine; your focus should be different. You should not focus on earthly, material things but on spiritual things instead. We have no time to just walk; we have to run. We can't sit down and eat, we have to eat on the run. Every form of behavior should be different when you are a child of God. Tell yourself, "I am different because I am a child of God and I have True Parents."

Do you know how old I am? Am I 25? I feel like it; that is because of my purpose. I am constantly busy. I always yell at my own legs, "How can you be relaxed? There is no time!" If my body tries to lie down and rest, I say, "What are you doing? This is an emergency! How can you rest now?" I always battle with my own body, my arms, legs, eyes, and so forth.

Do you think Satan likes to see people trying to imitate Reverend Moon? Satan hates to see that. I voluntarily went to prison although I could have avoided it. There were many different things I could have done, besides returning to the United States. But I chose to go to prison for one purpose: for the sake of saving America, shaking up America and turning it toward goodness. Patriotism and the love of God have been lacking in this country and I want to revive those attitudes. There was only one way to do that: I went to prison to show myself as a person who loves America and to show how to love God. That is the only way to awaken America and now it is happening. Even though I am not a citizen of this country, I love it so much, Americans will become ashamed and will begin to love their own country more and also to love God.

What about you, are you a true American or a false American? Are there more of God's Americans or Satan's Americans in this country today? There has been very little patriotism in this country and the love of family, clan and society are severely lacking. Furthermore, drug abuse is almost out of control. Virtually ninety percent of young people are affected by the drug situation, even students in elementary school. Thousands of those young people lose their minds due to drugs. That is certainly not the effect of patriotism or the love of God. We are physicians with our own spiritual medicine. We have to give a special injection into the American body that will dissolve the poisonous effects of these drugs. We have to inject this nation with the love of country and the love of God.

I went to jail and some people thought, "Reverend Moon, you cannot influence those inmates." But what happened? Reverend Moon went to the most hellish society of prison and the inmates there began to be transformed. Even though I cannot openly preach the Principle, the inmates are being transformed by their direct experiences with Reverend Moon and his way of life. I want you to understand that there is a special destiny for me to go at this time at Danbury and I will fulfill it. People have said it is impossible to restore America but I will bring a great awakening to this country. We will return great patriotism to America and great love of God, so that this nation will truly become God's instrument to save the world.

Today for this Parents' Day celebration, I ask you to make a commitment to win your external battle as I have won my internal battle, and become extraordinary men and women. You will bring this nation to patriotism and the love of God and by doing so, you will bring salvation to the world. Those who pledge that to me on this Parents' Day, raise your hands and say, "I am like Joshua and Caleb, going into the land of Canaan. I will bring the Kingdom of Heaven on earth and march forward to great victory." Amen! Amen! Amen! God bless you!

In The Shoes of a Servant -- Memories of My Time with Father in Danbury

Takeru Kamiyama
March 25, 1985
Excerpts
World Mission Center, New York

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As you know, Father and I were incarcerated on July 20. It was the first experience of prison for me. You could actually call it "camp," rather than prison, in a real sense. In Danbury there are six different levels of incarceration; we were in the minimum security camp. I was given a six-month sentence. This was reduced according to a system of reward for good behavior to four months and 17 days. Father's original sentence was a year and a half, which is being reduced to one year and one month.

At the prison camp, 11:00 p.m. is lights out. After that there is roll call at midnight, then at 2:30 a.m. and 5:30 a.m., then again at 4:30 p.m. and 9:30 p.m. This is the time when all the inmates have to be at their own cubes. That's the rule. At the 9:30 p.m. roll call everybody must be standing up, not sitting on a chair or lying in bed, in order to be checked. At the other roll calls the inmates can relax, as long as they are in their cubes. If you don't show yourself in the cube, you will be punished. You might be transferred into the higher security prison nearby.

Usually, the inmates get out before their full term. Those who are sentenced to two years in prison spend the last three or four months of their term in a halfway house, a place where they prepare themselves to be restored into society. There they receive job placement assistance. They go out every morning and come back there every night. If they get a job, they can work all day and don't have to come back until 10:30 at night. However, if they don't find a job they still have to come back for roll call, when all inmates are accounted for, usually at 10:30 p.m. and 3:30 a.m. They have to be at the halfway house at that time. They continue that kind of life for the three or four months.

The Danbury camp does not have a fence around it just an invisible fence. If you step over the boundary, you will be punished and transferred to the higher security prison. Therefore, when you arrive at the prison you have a few days of orientation about the rules there.

Visiting Days

Father's prison number is 03835-54. The visiting days are decided by the last digit in the first sequence. Since Father's is an odd number, the odd days are his visiting days. The last digit in the first sequence of my number was 6, so I was allowed to have visitors on even days. When you have a visitor from 8:30 in the morning straight through till 3:30 in the afternoon, you have to have your lunch in the visiting room. You can't go back to the dining room for lunch. There is a coin-operated machine where you can get sandwiches for about $2.50. They are cold, but you can warm them up in the microwave oven. The food from the machines is not very tasty.

Each inmate is allowed to have ten visitors on his visiting list. The prison officers check each visitor before he or she is allowed into the visiting room. Inmates may also have spiritual advisors who can visit the inmate on both odd and even days. Father's "spiritual advisors" are Col. Pak, Rev. Kwak, and Mr. Peter Kim.

Each inmate works on alternate days; if you work today, tomorrow you have off. When you have a day off, you can study the whole day, except for roll call, when you have to be back in your cube. You can also go outside and walk around; you can do many things. But there is that invisible fence that you cannot go beyond. Danbury camp is on top of a hill and the view from there is quite beautiful. You can see a very picturesque landscape and a man-made lake. I spent a lot of time with Father looking at this beautiful scenery. There he would talk to me and teach me many things. He said, "Many people will come to visit this place; it will become very famous."

Prison Clothes

On the day we arrived at the prison and went through the orientation process, I thought we would be able to at least keep our own underwear. But we had to give up even that. After we were deprived of all our clothing, they handed us prison underwear. In my case, the underpants were baggy and completely out of shape, and the trousers were also very baggy. I had to hold the trousers up because they were always dropping down; I wasn't given a belt. At the same time, the underpants were riding up and down beneath my trousers, so I had to hold on to them. Father received the same kind of clothes; they had been used by previous inmates and were unwashed and worn out. He had to use that clothing for three or four days until he was given new ones.

When we were told to change our clothes, the prison officers said I could change in a little room which had a window in it. I entered this room and began to change. Then I looked out at Father -- I thought he was going to be given the same room. But instead he had to change his clothes in the public room. He was standing near the corner, but there were five officers present. Through the window, I could see that Father was starting to change his clothes -- that means he had to take everything off, put his clothes in the basket, and then put on the ones given to him. I was very shocked, and I immediately ran out and asked him to use the little room where I had been. But since I was a prisoner an officer shouted at me, "Don't move! Stay there!"

I couldn't do anything. I was very hurt because Father had to expose his holy temple in front of those five fallen people, in that public place.

As you know, in the Hungnam prison camp, Father slept near the toilet, which was the dirtiest place imaginable. He chose to sleep there because in that way he could prevent people from stepping over him. He didn't want his holy body, his temple, to be stepped over by fallen people. He used a little glass of water to wash his body every day. He knows the value of his body. So I suffered very much to see this similar situation in Danbury. But Father could see my heart and immediately said, "Kamiyama, it's okay. This kind of thing happens all the time. When you go into the military, such things are normal." In that way he comforted me. I wasn't suffering because of my own situation; but Father was trying to comfort me, thinking maybe I was nervous about being in prison. Really I felt sorry to see him in a position that was even lower than mine. It was very shocking and painful to me. I will never forget that experience.

Father at an interview with a Japanese journalist in the autumn of 1984. Next to Father is Mr. Takeru Kamiyama, and across the table Dr. Bo Hi Pak.

Father at an interview with a Japanese journalist in the autumn of 1984. Next to Father is Mr. Takeru Kamiyama, and across the table Dr. Bo Hi Pak.

Our "Sympathy Cube"

We went to our dorm. There are three dorms -- A, B, and C. Forty to fifty inmates stay in one dorm. In one corner of our dorm was the closet and next to it was our cube, number A-7. Army bunk beds are in each cube. When we went to our cube, we found nothing but two bare mattresses, no sheets, blankets, or pillows. We had to try to find some used, dirty sheets from the laundry basket, ones the others had already discarded, and wash them.

The cubes are made out of dividers, with the top and bottom areas open. There is no real privacy inside. The cubes have no doors. In the dorm closet near our cube was a sink; they kept the mops and buckets there. The telephone is also in that corner. Everybody feels sorry for whoever has cube A-7. You could call it the "sympathy cube." It is the worst cube because it's so inconvenient. People are always passing it because of its proximity to the telephone and the cleaning equipment. Also the closet door was difficult to open and close and made a lot of noise. All the inmates used that phone to make collect calls because nobody could call in. So from early morning to late at night, inmates were making calls, talking all the time. They were always standing in line right outside our cube, waiting to use the phone. Sometimes inmates had to wait one hour to make a call.

According to the rules each person has a ten-minute time limit on the phone, but in reality nobody kept that rule. There was a chart where you could write down when you wanted to make your call, say, "10:30 to 10:40 -- Kamiyama," but nobody actually kept that schedule. The inmates waiting in line always talked loudly, using many dirty words, and they would peer inside our cube, since there is no door. They were like a bunch of guys in a barbershop, you know, very rough. They would just come close to our cube, and look inside; then after their call, too, they might take a look. It was like a showroom. Emotionally it was very difficult to remain stable in that cube.

The conversations I overheard from the men were not pleasant, even though I didn't understand everything they said. I learned a lot of new terms there -- lots of curse words! One time a guy was making a phone call and I counted how many times in five minutes he used one particular dirty word. I learned later what this curse word meant; I didn't know at first. The men would use this word throughout their conversations between sentences, after a statement, before a statement. Many people say, "you know," or "well," or "uh," but these guys would use this four-letter word to decorate their sentences, strengthen the meaning, and so forth. I became very curious about this particular word they were using literally hundreds of times. So I asked them, "What does this word mean?" They said, "You don't have to know that. You're religious, so you just need to read the Bible and say prayers. Ha-ha-ha!"

A Prison of the Mind

During my whole experience at Danbury, I didn't feel that the camp itself was the prison. Rather the mentality of the inmates was the prison; they are imprisoned in the world of Satan. They are captured by Satan's dirty language and foul "values." In our movement we try to find the goodness in each other, lift each other up, and cover each other's weaknesses. That's the world of love and care. But, in Satan's world of hell you see the exact opposite. People try to find the other's weaknesses and degrade him even more. They are filled with complaints, resentment, hatred, and vengeance. They constantly curse each other and try to bring each other down. They actually enjoy it. That is the hell I found -- the hell of the mind. I'm not saying that everybody in Danbury is a hundred percent terrible. I asked one inmate, "Do you use that word in front of your wife or children?" He said, "No! Never!" But he throws those words all over the place at the other inmates.

Over seventy percent of the inmates smoked -- and cigarettes weren't even big enough. Many of them smoked cigars, big ones. I was often coughing during my four months and seventeen days there. The smoke smells terrible and it even sticks to your skin. When I first came back, my children said, "Papa, you smell so bad!" Even the book of Father's speeches absorbed that smell and became sticky. I could detect that after I had been out for about two days. Even now Father is living in that terrible environment of dirty smoke and foul language. When you meet the inmates in the visiting room, they are completely different. They act so gentlemanly in front of their wives, children, and guests; they seem to be very dignified and nice. But as soon as they turn around and go back to their cubes, they become quite vulgar. Men who have committed crimes and are gathered together form a very low world.

Father Was Constantly Cleaning

All the inmates clean up their own cubes every morning. After they have swept their cubes and gathered up all the dirt, they push it along the hall and leave it on the floor in the corner along with their cleaning supplies, just outside of cube A-7. There are no trash cans there. The trash cans are located outside, and the inmates never go that far. They just dump all their garbage and dirt on the floor and take off -- they don't care. When we first went to Danbury it was mid-summer. Large electric fans were standing along the corridor and all the trash and dust that got deposited near our cube was blown around. Of course, the dirt got blown right inside our cube. Unless we cleaned up all the time, the floor was constantly dirty and dusty.

I would clean often, so would Father. He preferred to use the shorter broom rather than the longer one. He swept everywhere, including beneath the lower bunk bed. He would reach down and practically lie on the floor to get at the dirt under there. He would also clean up the trash outside the cube. It was so painful for me to see that. When men talking on the phone would finish their cigars they would just crush them beneath their feet on the floor. Father would sweep them up.

Every Tuesday you could buy food such as apples, oranges, and canned juice at the commissary. While the inmates were on the phone, they would eat these things and drop the apple cores and juice cans on the floor. I couldn't stand to see Father cleaning up all these things, so I would fight to take the broom away from him, but he said firmly, "No, it's okay. I will do it." Many inmates had told me that our cube was so bad that the officers would give us a better one if I requested it. I asked Father if I could request a different cube. He thought about it for a minute and said, "Hmm...the number is a good one -- A-7." So we kept it.

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Restoring the Hell of Hells

Father's course during this time was to restore the position of servant of servants by going into prison, which is the hell of hells. From that lowest position, he had to work his way up to the position of servant, to adopted son, step son, real son, and so on. That is the course of restoration. Father has previously said that when he lost the foundation in South Korea, he had to go into North Korea and start from the lowest position. He was also in prison there, which is the hell of hells, and he was in the servant of servant's position. From there he went up to the higher levels.

On the outside of our cube was a nameplate, and my name was listed above Father's name. After some time, the nameplate was changed and Father's name was put on top. Then I heard Father murmuring to himself, "Well, the dominion has changed." He said it in a very small voice, but I caught it. Thus, Father had started from the bottom, representing the servant of servant's position, and then went up. On the fortieth day of our term, a prison open house took place. The people of the outside world could come into the prison and look inside the cubes, symbolizing that this hell of hells was being raised up to the level of hell. Thus, the dominion was moving up. I wasn't so aware of that, but when I heard Father murmuring I realized again what a serious fight we were in.

One time an inmate took a brand new rag and used it to wipe up the oil from a car he was working on, and then he threw that oily rag into the bucket with all the other rags and they all got stained with oil. Father picked up that oily rag and started to clean it as well as the other rags. He worked with strong detergent on those rags for many hours. He would wash them and then smell them and say, "Not yet." And then he would wash them again. This kind of hard work moved the inmates to sympathy. One inmate said, "Kami, come here. Tell Rev. Moon not to do that. If you just leave the rags dirty, they will soon get rotten and then they will have to throw them away and get new ones. Look, this is the United States -- it's a rich country! This isn't Korea. There's plenty of tax money to pay for that stuff. Tell the Reverend!"

Father's Loving Dominion

The inmates were moved by Father because he dedicated himself to the lowest position without complaint. Also Father's work was impeccable. I really saw Father's character in his arrangement of the dining hall. When he arranged the tables he would line them up exactly, almost as if it had been done with a ruler. On top of the table were salt and pepper shakers. Father had a very clear principle: salt goes on the right and pepper on the left. Sometimes I didn't follow that principle and I would put the salt on the left, thinking, "Anyway, as long as both are on the table it's all right." But Father would say, "No, Kamiyama -- put the salt on the right; pepper on the left! Then put them both in the very center of the table. You should be able to see the salt shakers and the pepper shakers in one line down the whole room." He set a beautiful table! He always cleaned out the lids of the salt and pepper shakers, too. He was impeccable.

By the same token, the way Father makes a bed is absolutely perfect. You can't find a wrinkle anywhere! As you know, the blanket is covered partly by the sheet as it is pulled back. Father's bed was always exactly straight. The pillow had no wrinkles at all. Two plaid blankets are given to each inmate; one can remain folded. When Father folds a blanket the checks lie perfectly parallel to the fold. Everything is exact.

With my own eyes I saw that wherever Father is, he takes loving dominion over material things by the way he cares for them. Father would make his bed perfectly, using one blanket, and then he would sleep on top of that, covering himself with the other blanket. Then when he woke up, all he had to do was straighten up the well-made bed and fold up the other blanket. He could make his bed beautifully in thirty seconds or less.

In the beginning, I followed Father's way and I could also make my bed quickly. But after a while, I would feel chilly at night so I started sleeping inside the rest of the coverings. Then when I got up, it took a lot more time to make my bed. Father would make his bed in thirty seconds and leave, so I would have to catch up with him.

All Your Weaknesses Are Exposed

Sometimes I would just roughly make my bed and follow Father to the kitchen, thinking, "I'll come back later and make it better." But after work, I would come back to my bed and it would be neatly made, just like the top bunk. Of course, Father had done it. I was supposed to be serving him, but he started serving me and I felt bad about it.

Every week an inspector came to check how clean people were keeping their cubes. He came around 10:30 every Monday morning to find who had the most beautiful cube. Father and I always got number one in cleanliness. Because of that, I focused my energy to clean really well early each Monday morning. But on the other days, I didn't work so hard. Then Father said, "Let's clean every day, not just Mondays." If you stay with Father one week, perhaps you can show him just the best part of yourself. But after four months and seventeen days, twenty-four hours a day, you can't hide anything from him. All your weaknesses and shortcomings will be exposed by him, through his own excellent example.

Father has a very clean, devoted nature, very principled. He really dedicated himself in the kitchen. Usually people would just wipe off the tabletops, but Father would carefully clean every part of the table, including the legs. You can read in Bill's [Bill Sheppard] diary, "Even in the winter, Father was soaking wet with sweat." That is how much he dedicated himself. I couldn't watch Father working so hard at such lowly work. I thought, "I can't stop Father from doing all that, so the only thing is to do it first." So I would try to start cleaning before Father did, but then Father would already be there, and we would have a race. You can imagine what the other inmates thought. They are particularly lazy; that's one reason they ended up in prison. Here were two mature Oriental gentlemen, competing with each other to wash the legs of the dinner tables! So the inmates said, "Take it easy! Don't work so hard! All you're earning is eighty-eight cents a day!"

Watching Father doing all these things, I was not only impressed and moved; I was also pained in my heart. Here he is, the True Parent of humankind, the King of Kings, the Lord of Lords, doing these most lowly things, lower than any of the other inmates. He must have sensed my pain, because one day he told me something. I guess he wanted to comfort me. He said, "Kamiyama, it's okay. To be in a top leadership position, to be the True Parents of humankind, you have to go this way, from the lowest of the low, from the bottom. You must go down there and only then can you be qualified to assume a higher position."

Excerpts from Mr. Bill Sheppard's Diary -- Life with Father in Danbury Prison

March 1985

Mr. Bill Sheppard with his daughter Lauren.

Mr. Bill Sheppard with his daughter Lauren.

Mr. Bill Sheppard of New Jersey entered Danbury prison in April 1984. Since Mr. Kamiyama's release from prison, he feels personally responsible to assume Mr. Kamiyama's position of taking care of Father.

Tuesday, December 18, 1984

Tuesday is commissary day at Danbury. As has been their custom, Father and Larry go to the commissary and purchase various items. Sometimes Father purchases things and sometimes Larry purchases things.

This Tuesday Larry went to the commissary in the afternoon prior to dinner. He put the items in a paper bag and left the bag in their cube (room) intending to put things away after eating dinner. Then Father and Larry went to dinner together.

Upon returning from dinner Larry realized that someone had stolen the bag of commissary, from the cube. Larry did not tell Father of this theft right away, and he did not know if Father had realized what had happened.

Larry came to me explaining what had happened. He said that he didn't want to tell Father of the theft and possibly hurt Father's feelings. We decided to tell Father together, since Father has said, "The truth is the most powerful and best way."

Larry and I returned to the cube and sat with Father, who was reading the Bible at the time. When Father was told that apparently someone had stolen the bag of commissary, he said immediately, "It was a good present for someone," and added, "Someone needed it, took it, and they can have it."

I left the cube and spoke to a number of people about the theft. Upon hearing what had happened almost everyone was most upset, especially since we all know that when Father buys items from the commissary he gives almost all of it away to the other inmates.

Many people who heard this news were at first angry at whoever would do such a thing, especially to Father. Within a short time, people began to come to Father with commissary items of their own, offering them to Father to replace what someone else had stolen.

For example: George gave apple juice, Peter gave juice and fruit, Joe gave juice and fruit, and Carter gave fruit.

Father seemed very pleased by their offerings. At first he said, "I don't need these." But he accepted the gifts after the other inmates insisted.

Later Father, Larry, and I returned to the commissary where Father purchased many things, and as usual he gave away almost all of what he had purchased to the other inmates.

Father also purchased two ski-type hats from the commissary. One was a bright-colored hat and the other was a dull gray hat. Larry said to Father, "Which hat do you want?" Father replied, "You take the bright-colored one -- you're young -- and I'll take the gray one."

At the end of the day I could not help but remember what Father had told me about the power of the truth and the good action that follows difficult situations in life. He just had spoken to me about these things a few days prior to the commissary incident, which was a lesson to me.

Saturday, December 22, 1984

Today I had a visit from my wife Carol and four-year-old daughter Lauren. I write of this because it pertains to Father and my family. During the visit my wife told me that each night since I have been in prison, she tells Lauren a bedtime story and afterwards they say a prayer from a children's book of prayers. My wife told Lauren that to say a prayer is to talk with God and that Lauren could say whatever she wanted in a prayer.

One day last week Lauren said her first original prayer. Lauren said, "Dear God, thank you for the people, Amen." My wife later asked her what she had meant by this. Lauren said simply that she loved people and that God had made the people and she was thanking Him for all of them.

After the visit when Carol had told me this story, I told Father of Lauren's prayer. Father smiled and then laughed, saying, "It is a good prayer."

Sunday, December 23, 1984

Tonight after dinner around seven o'clock, Father was in his cube talking with Larry and me about tuna and other fishing. He explained how the currents in the sea move in different directions at different depths and at different tides. Father explained how the problem of catching more fish was solved by utilizing special lines and hooks and taking into account the currents and cross-currents. He also discussed the use of the Loran to plot the exact location of good fishing areas under the sea, so that the fishermen can return to the same location time and time again.

Father spoke of the tuna as the greatest fighting fish and also of the fish that stay on the bottom of the sea covered almost entirely with sand, with just their eyes and mouth sticking out of the sand.

Father said fish are all different and therefore require different means to catch them. To solve this difficult problem of catching more fish, one must investigate and work hard to solve the problem, to get the desired result.

As Father spoke, I felt he was talking about more than just fishing and solving fishing problems. I felt this because just a short while before, Father had spoken about the value of knowledge in solving problems, especially in relationship to reading the Divine Principle, understanding it, questioning it, digesting it, and applying it to life. He spoke of how we must seek the truth spiritually and solve life's problems through study, reading and prayer. I myself have seen different people attracted to the truth like fish attracted to the bait, and the bait is different for different fish.

Mrs. Sheppard and daughter join Mr. Kamiyama (left) and his staff over dinner at McDonald's.

Mrs. Sheppard and daughter join Mr. Kamiyama (left) and his staff over dinner at McDonald's.

Letter to Kami (Takuru Kamiyama)

1:30 AM December 24, 1984

Dear Kami:

After I spoke with you last night I wrote down a few more thoughts that I had concerning Father and what he says and does while at Danbury.

I know that it may be hard to read my poor penmanship, vocabulary, and style of writing, and I ask that you bear with me in my humble attempt to satisfy your request.

Whatever constructive criticism you can offer will be happily received by me. As you can tell, I am hardly a good writer and am out of practice since I've been here at Danbury.

I find it most difficult to adequately express the vast array of feelings I have experienced with Father since you left. As I mentioned to you, I understand the importance of helping and protecting Father while here at Danbury. I know in my heart that I can protect him with my life if necessary, and I sincerely hope you can convey this to everyone.

I need to know if Father needs anything that he might not tell me or that I might not understand properly. Please let me know if there is anything else that I might do.

Each night I have been getting up for a few hours between approximately 2:30-4:30 AM. Each Sunday morning I go with Father to the chapel.

Father has graciously talked to me on a number of occasions, which I have found enlightening.

It is a mystery that I should be here at Danbury prison camp with Father and writing to you. I know that many, many people would like to be here with Father instead of me.

It is my sincere hope that I can live up to what is expected of me. I am hardly the caliber of person you were for him while you were here. I ask for your continued support in this endeavor, and I know it will be there.

December 25, 1984

Christmas Morning

Danbury Camp

Father awakened at approximately 6:00 AM.

He was sitting in the dining hall eating breakfast with me and two other inmates (Louie and Frankie). The three of us inmates engaged in small talk while Father ate and listened.

Louie said to me that he just cannot understand how some people are so stupid, so dense that they just cannot comprehend anything. He said that he has always had trouble even being in the company of people like that. Louie was referring to someone that Father and I know.

I said, "Louie, why talk with me about it when you can ask the Man (Father) directly? He's sitting right there."

Louie said, "Alright, I will.

Reverend Moon, you've been listening. I'm talking about someone whose brain just cannot understand what people are saying." Picking up a salt shaker from the table Louie said, "It's just like this salt shaker. It's a container holding salt. Say this salt shaker was a man's brain. It only has a capacity for so much salt, maybe two ounces or so. You just can't fill it with salt beyond the capacity of the container, no matter how hard you try. Therefore, a man whose brain capacity is like a small salt container just cannot grasp large universal concepts you may tell him."

Feeling confident he had made his point, Louie firmly put the salt shaker down on the table in front of Father as if to punctuate the sentence.

Without hesitation, Father picked up the shaker and said, "I will take off the top of the shaker, pour out the two ounces of salt and fill the container with something heavier, something more valuable." Father gently put the salt shaker down on the table in front of Louie, and smiled.

After a pause, Louie said, "You're right, Reverend." We all laughed together. Louie said, "You've got me there, Reverend."

Frank, who had been sitting quietly, said to Louie, "Louie, you don't understand. He has a different perspective on things."

Louie said, "What he (Father) said was right."

The feeling at the breakfast table that Christmas morning was a good one. Father had penetrated the mind of Louie, utilizing Louie's own analogy. He had done it in such a way that Louie had understood Father perfectly.

Later Father waited for Mother et al to visit.

December 25, 1984. Christmas Evening

At around 6:00 PM, Father was sitting in his cube reading the Bible. I was standing in the phone line outside the cube waiting to call Mother for him. Just then, down the hall came Tony, who had just returned from a 24-hour Christmas furlough. He had a big smile on his face when he came over to me. We hugged each other. We each said, "Merry Christmas."

Tony went on to tell Father and me about meeting many people at a gathering in New York; that everyone loved Father, missed him, and prayed for him. Father kept smiling throughout Tony's description. Tony said he had been at Kami's home and what a beautiful family he had...a wonderful wife and lovable children.

Father was listening and smiling. Tony was describing different things from different days, which confused us as to when something had happened and where. Father didn't mind. Tony's heart was filled with love and it showed. Father never stopped smiling throughout Tony's description.

As Tony continued talking with Father, I went to the telephone to call East Garden. I waited for some time as the lines were busy. When I finally got through, I was connected to Mother who said, "Hello, Bill Sheppard." I found myself choked up with emotion and said, "Merry Christmas, Mother, and thank you for being so kind to my wife, Carol and my daughter, Lauren."

Mother said, "It was just a small thing, Bill." I said, "It was a wonderful thing to us." I began to cry thinking of what a wonderful Christmas it had turned out to be.

I could not talk for a moment, just as Father came to the phone. Father took the telephone and spoke with Mother. I felt bad that I did not say more clearly how I felt to Mother and conveyed the thank-yous my wife had asked me to.

After the phone call, Father, Tony, and I talked of the experience Tony had. I felt I had been there and I'm sure Father did too. It was a wonderful Christmas present.

Sun Myung Moon walking at the prison

Sun Myung Moon walking at the prison

Thursday, December 27, 1984 Danbury Camp

At 5:10 AM I woke up Father and called East Garden, and Father spoke with Mother. Father, Louie and I were in the bathroom washing and shaving.

Louie: Good morning, Reverend.

Father: Your last day, Louie.

Louie: Yah.

This was Louie's last day at Danbury. He had months ago requested to be transferred closer to his wife in Florida. The transfer had finally been approved and he was due to leave this morning. Ordinarily a camp inmate, when being transferred, will go on what is called a "furlough transfer," meaning that the inmate is put on a bus, train, or plane and is trusted to self-surrender to the camp he is being transferred to. Other inmates who are not in camps, but in higher security prisons are handcuffed together and taken on a prison bus, being chained together for the entire ride and guarded by shotgun.

For some reason Louie could not understand, he was ordered to take this "bus ride" instead of the customary furlough transfer. Louie had been trying to have this changed through his attorney and his wife, but because of the Christmas holiday he had no luck. It would be especially bad for Louie since his final destination was Maxwell Camp in Alabama. The bus ride would undoubtedly take one or two months because the bus would drop off inmates from prison to prison along the way.

Father was aware of all of this since we had discussed it together. Father also knew that Louie's friend of 30 years, Murray, (my roommate) had not yet been approved for his transfer and they might not see one another for some time, since they both had 8-year sentences.

When Father, Louie and I returned from shaving and washing, we noticed that it had begun to snow. Father and I went to breakfast together. Louie was waking up other inmates who had asked if they could have breakfast with Louie on his last day at Danbury.

Father and I were eating breakfast at a table in the back of the dining hall. Louie and a number of inmates were eating together. Louie got up and walked to Father's table and said, "Can I sit with you, Reverend, on my last day?" Father said, "Sure, Louie, sit down... sit down."

Louie began to talk about leaving us and said to me, "You know, I'm really sorry that I didn't spend more time talking with the Reverend. I really enjoy it... He's sharp!"

Louie was telling Father about an idea he had spoken about to Father before. In summary, Louie was saying that Father should have something made (a gold watch) to leave as a remembrance of him for his children when he dies. They would consider it precious.

Father interrupted Louie and said, "Louie... Louie, listen to me... listen to me. After today, we will be separated, is that not so?"

Louie: Yes.

Father: Well then, Louie, listen to me. This is serious. I want to tell you something. This time you have on earth is like a training ground for the spiritual world. (Louie was smiling.)

Father: This is true. Louie, you have a good brain, a good mind. Use it for a good purpose. You say to yourself, "I came to this place, Danbury, and met this man, Reverend Moon...He is a strange one."

Louie: I never said that.

Father: But what is my purpose? To gain money? No. To gain power? No. To gain knowledge? No. To gain man? Yes. This is the idea. Man is precious. You say man is unchangeable, but man is changeable... repairable. (Picking up a napkin holder from the table) This is unchangeable. Man can be worked on to be righteous. Truly righteous. Man is precious, historical, forever. This is something worth leaving. This is a good foundation. Power is not lasting. Money you can catch anytime. Knowledge you can get anytime."

It was getting late and Louie had to prepare to leave. Louie asked me if we knew where he was going and said he would write somehow, and tell us how he was doing. (Inmates cannot correspond from one prison to another unless granted permission.) He said to me, "Make sure you say hello to Kami for me, Bill, and let him know how things are." Father and Louie shook hands goodbye.

While we had been sitting in the dining hall the snow had been accumulating. Louie left to get dressed. Father stayed in the dining hall, for it was a workday. I went to my cube.

Later I walked with Louie, Murray (Louie's partner), and George to the outside walk. Each of us hugged him and gave him a kiss on the cheek and watched as. Louie walked down the hill to where the prison bus would pick him up.

At 8:25 I told Father of Louie's leaving. Father and I went out in the snow to walk the sidewalk and watch for Mother and the visitors to arrive. It was lightly snowing, very cold and quiet. I said, "I like the sound of the snow `crunching' underfoot as we walk." Father said, "It is a good sound."

As we approached the end of the walk, an inmate (Rudy) was shoveling the show off the sidewalk. Father stopped and looked at Rudy, saying, "It takes a long time." Rudy said, "Yes, but I don't mind. I have all day." Father laughed, we continued walking.

Father said, "Murray will be lonely without Louie." I said, "Yes, they've been together a long time-30 years."

Father: When were you married?

Bill (myself): In my twenties. My wife, Carol, and I went out together for years before we were married.

Father: How old is your wife?

Bill: We're the same age. We'll be 40 this year.

Father: You were both older than most people, than your friends, when you got married?

Bill: Yes, that's right.

As we walked to the end of the sidewalk, Father stopped. Instead of turning around to walk back, he looked at the textile factory sign UNICOR, saying to me, "What does this UNICOR mean?"

Bill: I'm not sure what it stands for other than it's a federal corporation somewhat separate from the prison system. It has separate staff, books, etc.

Father: What is their purpose?

Bill: To provide jobs for the inmates and pay for the upkeep of the prison system. This is the T-shirt factory that isn't doing so well financially. They say that they have a motivational problem. I know from other inmates who were in the garment business that the whole T-shirt factory management really is not skilled in the garment industry. The cable, factory down below is very successful, however.

Father: So this factory is very important?

Bill: Yes.

Father: It would be most effective if the inmates were given one-third of the profits as wages for an incentive, don't you think?

Bill: That would certainly solve the motivational and management problem, but the bureaucrats wouldn't listen. For instance, they say that all attempts at rehabilitation in prisons have failed, whether by educational programs or other means. They say the best they can do is to warehouse inmates.

Father: What is needed is a reeducation organizational program for prisoners.

Just then the visitors for Father pulled into the parking lot.

God's Day

4:00 PM

Dear Kami,

I was glad to hear that Father was happy. As I told you on the telephone, Tony, Larry, and I were together last night for the beginning of the New Year.

Father has told me many things since you left, one of which is to carry out my promises 100 percent. In regards to my diary, I must continue as I promised, although writing is very difficult for me, and I know it is not as good as you may want it to be.

I have many questions concerning the Principle and the Unification Church. However, as Father has told me, he wants me to read the book three more times before I can ask you any questions. I know that you and many others, would gladly help me, but I ask that you explain the reason why to them.

I understand that Father gave a speech to everyone at midnight, and again at 9:00 AM, and again at noon. If you have the opportunity, please mail me a copy of these speeches, if it isn't too much trouble.

I am most anxious to hear what Father said on this special day. If there is anything I can do further, please just ask me.

I am looking forward to Father's return this week. I hope his furlough goes well for him, Mother, and all.