Jeff Tallakson, “It was not easy for me to shed my Christian dogma”

In 1967, during my last year in high school, I helped Campus Crusade for Christ on a weeklong witnessing campaign at the University of California at Berkeley. The culmination was an address by Billy Graham at the Greek Theatre. I was a recently "reborn" Christian, but I was also a young adolescent feeling tempted by the youth culture of the "Hippie" 1960s. I felt freest of temptation when I was doing God's work, so I did it every chance I had.

I read a small want ad in the Berkeley Barb, the hippie newspaper, which read: "New Truth for a New Age." I phoned and spoke with Edwin Ang. He told me about "principles" and urged me to drive 50 miles to hear a lecture in Berkeley.

It was not easy for me to shed my Christian dogma to understand the Heart of God. Yet, I was not fully satisfied with evangelical Christianity. I loved the certainty of the "literal" interpretation of the Bible. But I felt confined by the fundamentalist prejudices against others - Mormons, Christian Scientists, Catholics, Buddhists, and exasperatingly, even against other Evangelicals. It did not fit into my upbringing in the more liberal yet more tolerant Congregational Church (United Church of Christ). As an Evangelical I had a small nagging feeling that God might be bigger than just my Baptist Church. Prejudice and intolerance seemed to me incongruent with the way Jesus lived and taught.

So, although overcoming my own religious prejudice and intolerance was very difficult, each time I visited the Unified Family Center, Heavenly Father had another revelation to knock away chinks from the conceptual armor I wore so tightly. One was the shock that "these people" prayed with tears. And they prayed not for themselves, but to comfort God! For me it was, on the face of it, arrogant blasphemy for sinners to assume they could do something for the Almighty God, but yet, I felt Heavenly Father loved their caring prayers and tears, the likes of which I had never heard. During another of my many visits, Ernie Stewart happened to be visiting. He "blew my mind" by showing me that the Divine Principle was also in the scriptures, and that much of what I thought was in the scriptures was not really there.

It took me six months finally to commit. While driving down the road on my way to attend Biola (Christian) University, I decided to make a U-turn and head back to the Berkeley Center, where I moved in. Many people joined in Berkeley in the ensuing months and years, and it appeared to me that each one was handpicked by God for much needed "missions." God had so many things he needed each of us to do to restore the world of His original ideal.

From Tribute, pp. 344-45.