Profile of an Author: An Interview with Larry Witham

Larry Witham is a 1978 graduate of UTS and Religion Editor of The Washington Times. Author of two previous works of nonfiction, he has in The Negev Project (Meridian, 1994) produced his first novel. In this interview with Cornerstone, Larry reflects on writing, publishing, work at The Washington Times, and the possibilities of a Unification aesthetic. Reprinted from Cornerstone.

Cornerstone. Larry, could you say something about the books you've done?

Larry Witham. The first thing I wrote and put in book form, though not formally published, was a 1988 book on Father's trial. It's titled From Pyongyang to Danbury. I had just about finished it when the Carlton Sherwood Inquisition project began and I was asked not to publish. I pretty much forgot about it and printed up a few copies for my own bookshelf. The second work, published in 1991, was Rodzianko: An Orthodox Journey from Revolution to Millennium, 1917-1988. That was an historical biography of a Russian Orthodox bishop who is living in Washington, D.C. His grandfather was the last president of the Duma, Russia's parliament [before the Bolshevik dictatorship]. I thought: why not tell his family story from the revolution to him as a post- glasnost Russian Orthodox bishop, looking at the rise of Soviet communism and then at the change under glasnost. The book was published by University Press of America.

That same year I published another book, Curran vs. Catholic University. That was the result of a contest sponsored by Andrew Greeley for a first-time author of a Catholic book. I had eight months, and I thought I'd knock off a quick, definitive book on the Charles Curran affair. Having covered the civil trial in D.C., I had everything in front of me. I submitted it, but didn't win. At that point, I began farming out the manuscript to publishers. Secular publishers felt it was too detailed an account of a religion topic, and the Catholic publishers found it too controversial. So I published it with Bob Rand, who has a business called Edington-Rand. We packaged it, put his imprint on it, and marketed it. We printed a thousand, sold about 900, and won an award from the North American Catholic Press Association-second place for the best popular rendition of a Catholic subject.

About then I thought: why not write a novel? since a limited number of people were reading my nonfiction. At first, I planned to write a novel on the life of Jesus. However, one day it dawned on me that this was not going to sell. So I decided to do a modern fictional adventure which raised questions about Jesus' life. Very quickly the main elements of the plot fell into place: the discovery of ancient manuscripts and a protagonist who is a Bible scholar able to reflect on these issues. I wrote the novel's first draft in a year after work and on weekends.

With an agent, for a year we tried to sell it, got some helpful comments and some critical advice, which helped me improve it. But my temperament wants quick results, so after a year I decided to self- publish and get on with the next project. I created a name, Meridian Books, a very generic, old-line sounding name and with my friends in publishing put the final package together. I hired an old-line book printing house to produce a hardback, and I'm distributing it now.

The release date was May 15, so it's about reaching the high point of marketing. Reviews are being written and sales are picking up, but it's going to take some months to see if it will sell the first printing, which was only 2,000. CS. So you are still a struggling author?

LW. I'm still a struggling author, but there's no indignity in publishing your own work. There are about 60,000 small presses in the country. Many are one- or two-title presses. Some do literary fiction or poetry that just can't get into the commercial market. But sometimes a self-published book goes off like a rocket. There have been a lot of them.

A recent example is The Celestine Prophecy, a novel, or parable, as the author says. It's an adventure story about going down to Peru and finding an ancient manuscript with 10 insights. For a few weeks it was at the top of every bestseller list in the country. This work was self-published as a low-budget paperback by a New Age therapist in Georgia. He and his wife started giving it out free, and then a lot of people in the Unity School of Christianity starting buying it. They all went to the bookstore and chose it for group reading. This looked to the publishing world like a massive public response, so New York publishers bid on the rights, pumped in millions of dollars and made it a national bestseller. The author and his wife printed it virtually on their kitchen table. Of course, my thought was that if a thousand Unification Church members went to the bookstores on one weekend, my novel might have a chance of success by the smoke and mirrors of marketing. But I don't think it's in the cards.

CS. Larry, what is your background in writing, and how did you get to this point?

LW. If there's a lesson here, with enough practice you can do anything, because I was a very poor writer. I took remedial English when I entered college to catch up from goofing around in high school. In Seminary, I wrote a brief article for The Cornerstone, no more than 10 inches, but the editor changed every sentence. But I had a feel for writing, which I improved at UTS.

Following graduation, I went to England for almost a year and did home church. I came back, had a 40-day workshop, and went into CARP with Tiger Park with the first Seminarian draft. I was assigned in winter '79-'80 to Boston, followed by almost a year in Philadelphia. When Ocean Church was launched, I was drafted for it as Daikan Ohnuki's assistant, administering all the logistics and resources.

Next came the newspaper draft. Every church department had to give a certain number, and I was in the first group to go to The Times However, someone picked me out and said, "Why doesn't he do Unification News. He's a Seminarian. He's an intellectual." So I was editor for the first four or six issues, a couple of months in early 1982.

When The Washington Times was instituted as a corporation, Equal Employment Opportunity laws mandated that no one could be hired for their religion. Church members had to get hired before a deadline, so I jumped a bus with all my worldly possessions in a box and went to Washington. What we basically did there was mix 120 church members with a few hundred non-church people who were professional writers, and our inabilities glaringly showed up. Slowly but surely, church members were fired because we couldn't do the work in a fast-paced news routine. I saw the writing on the wall and rapidly, almost not rapidly enough, learned to write. I was able to get along well enough politically so that I survived, and eventually became a senior writer. In the beginning, there were some church people who told me, "Don't put your hopes in being a writer. Get into newspaper circulation and delivery instead." But I wasn't interested in that, so I learned-which happens if you are desperate enough.

CS. Could you speak more about your experience at The Times?

LW. In the original plan, all the church members were to meet the professional challenge very rapidly. At Unification News I was told to go to The Times and be religion reporter. But this was the big world of newspapering where one can't fake the skills, and there were other complications of newsroom politics. I was first attached to the Features desk, then the Metro. Essentially I was put on the Metro desk to test me, then fire me. There was no job for me there except as calendar editor, a clerical job. I felt my mission was to be here, and I just couldn't quit. So I did the calendar until one day I got fed up, wondering why I was spending my days typing in information about which clubs people can go to on the weekend. I finally submitted a resignation letter, with a few weeks' lead time.

That was precisely when Jim Whelan was fired and Smith Hempstone came in as editor-in-chief. I was known in the news room as not, perhaps, a crack, cynical news reporter, but as a reasonable, stable guy who got along. So I was recommended, even by non-church people, to Smith Hempstone to be his assistant. With a new chance, I came in as executive assistant to the editor-in-chief. I worked for Smith about a year, taking care of office affairs and setting up newsmaker lunches with reporters. In the process I gained stature in the newsroom. People treated me as a professional. I also gained confidence that a lot of us lacked in those first years. I wasn't writing much, but I finally picked up the instincts for what newspapering is about. Hempstone was fired, and Arnaud de Borchgrave came in as editor-in- chief. He also took me on as his assistant for almost two years, allowing me to write stories in my free time, on religion mostly. This was a time I made a lot of progress.

One day, I said to Arnaud, "I'd really like to go back to the newsroom because that's where you make a future in this business." He was very supportive, and I went to the newsroom as religion writer attached to the Metro desk. By then, I could write anything that was needed. I had finally made it.

CS. As religion editor?

LW. It's a matter of terms. When I went full time in the newsroom, it was really as a reporter because "editor" implies that you have underlings, which I didn't.

Actually, religion editors at the big secular newspapers are essentially specialist reporters. They are called editors, because they may put out a weekly religion page. Otherwise, the so-called editor is really just the topic's expert in the newsroom. I prefer the term "religion writer," as do a lot of my peers at other newspapers. If I were a boss with underlings, it would be a different case and I would be an editor. My salary would reflect the difference, too.

I've been a member of the Religion Newswriter Association for 12 years. They voted to let me be a member even though our newspaper, as they see it, is owned by a church. Its membership is only for the secular media. They know well we are a secular newspaper, but technically the bylaws said that only reporters at non-church owned newspapers could belong.

CS. This brings up the question of your mission in covering religion at The Times?

LW. Well, interestingly, no one has ever told me what the mission is. The closest to it was a general meeting in the first year when members met Father and said what they did. The only thing he said to me was: "You should make friends with all the other people who write on religion and create an association." It already existed, so I couldn't do that. In fact, there's an implicit rule that The Times doesn't write things about the Unification Church. That's how non-church management wanted it from the beginning. Whenever we did cover the Church, The Washington Post, The New York Times and other gadfly media who were after us announced that this revealed that we were truly just a propaganda organ of the Unification Church.

If there's a mass wedding, we handle it as objective news. Or if there's a wire story about the Church, it's examined and may be run. But we don't generate such stories, as much as members in Washington and elsewhere at one time thought that's why we ran a newspaper company. It was hard to explain then, but members may understand that now. Basically, it's out of my hands. If the editors told me to write a story on the Unification Church, I'd do it. However, to decide on my own might get me fired or create public perception troubles for management.

My positive task is to make sure The Washington Times provides very accurate, fair and positive coverage of every sector of American religion. If there's any kind of message, it's that the owners of the newspaper are for religion in America. They have a positive outlook. That's a self-defined mission, and it seems to work. The Times is liked by religious people, both liberals and conservatives. They indicate we write about their religion in ways they are familiar with, that we are accurate and convey the right tone. That's my goal.

As the newsroom settled down, as people discovered their identities and what the paper was, and as all the politics and infighting evaporated, there emerged an additional sense of the kinds of stories The Washington Times does. They are fair and accurate, but we pick the stories that have a moral issue at stake. If I can find it in the religion area, or where religion and values intersect, I do those stories.

CS. Back on the novel front, don't you have another in its final stages?

LW. During the year that I tried to sell The Negev Project, I wrote a second novel and have the three final chapters to finish up. I was in a writing mode, and didn't know what else to do with my free time. Put it this way: I'm still shaped enough by church life that if I have any free time, my conscience says I should be either witnessing or fundraising. Not to be elitist, but as a Washington professional, it's difficult to do that. If you're out there reporting, getting your name known, getting into the thick of other people's lives, and then on the weekend readers meet you knocking on the door asking for money for your church, it gets complicated. So I decided that if I'm not willing to do that, I should spend all my spare time producing written works.

CS. Okay. How about some details on the second novel?

LW. This one has a few characters from the first one, and the very tentative working title is something like "The Eastern Wind" or "Winds from the East." The bigger picture is a global trade war focused on Japan and the United States, and the advance of science in computer and genetic technology. In the midst of this, people start having revelations. It's a regular, mundane plot that's believable, with a few murders and lost diaries that surface. Someone finds out that a clergyman tried to kill Hitler, and a Buddhist monk tried to persuade Emperor Hirohito not to order the Pearl Harbor bombing. The minister and Buddhist did this because they had revelations at that mid-century point. So the overall theme is this: what happens if a direct, monotheistic revelation comes into this secular, modern time, with a crisis-like a trade war leading to another Great Depression. The modern characters realize that somehow the revelations are coming to warn the world about some brink, like World War II. At first, they think the brink is the trade war, which could make societies collapse. But the worry actually is the idea of controlling the genetic map of people so that it takes away their free will. This may sound pretty abstract, but in the novel it works all right. There are ordinary people and some clergy who have the revelations and they race in the end to discover their meaning. They, in effect, avert the crisis of which God is trying to warn them. There's no point where they save the world in a big crescendo, but they understand certain things about the freedom that God gave people. And hopefully the reader will feel that also.

From the Unificationist point of view, there is so much of the New Age idea of revelation around, the idea that whatever you feel is the truth. I want to propose not that, but an actual revelation from a single God, an objective message to this world. What do people do when that happens? This second novel may be just as hard to sell to Park Avenue, New York.

CS. Where do you come up with these ideas?

LW. The prelude is to read a lot and write a lot. For people not in a writing industry, that takes a lot of discipline. You have to get the momentum going. I begin at the newspaper. Newspaper writing is rather wooden though, compared to writing novels or even nonfiction prose. So I had to loosen up and try a new style.

An interesting concept in fiction writing, as a few great writing teachers convey, is the continuous dream. First you conceive and outline your story. If it's very factual, all your data is in front of you or on your computer memory. Then you have to get to a state where your imagination is walking through the scenes you want to write about.

This takes a certain state of mind. Of course, some writers do it through drinking. A whole slew of great writers were drinkers; of course, it ruined them eventually and they lost their creative powers. But they get in these moods through a few drinks, then sit down for a few hours, and float off into an imaginary world where characters come alive, with the ironies and plots. Of course in my case, I have to just do it through coffee and anything else I can muster. But in writing fiction, that's the trick I learned.

CS. Is this a particular type of novel you're trying to produce?

LW. Yes, it's a genre I call a "religion thriller." It's all part of the salesmanship. Everywhere I go I use the term, "religion thriller," and now I've even got the media people saying it. There's the medical thriller, the spy thriller, the high-tech thriller, the biology thriller-and the religion thriller. And who specializes in that?-well, Larry Witham. If you create a niche you can potentially commercialize it, and that's what I'm trying to do. The first novel may not carve that niche, or it may carve it without commercial gains. If I get the second one out, whether a big commercial publisher or, God forbid, I do it myself again, it may still take off like Celestine Prophecy. And if it's a flop after two novel attempts, maybe I'll do something else.

CS. Dr. Thomas Walsh termed The Negev Project a "literary expression of Unificationism" (see Unification News, June 1994, p.25). Is there a distinctively Unificationist aesthetic?

LW. As of yet, particular themes stemming from the Unification cultural ethos relate to encounters between East and West, the unity of the faiths, the ideas of a new era. There is as yet not enough of a cultural base to be more particularistic such as, for example, a novel about a Korean messiah.

Workable themes still derive primarily from the existing cultures. Now if we get millions of members around the world, we would have a world culture, in all its diversity, and a book exemplifying that would be a bestseller.

My premise is that, though God works supernaturally, we need worldly bridges. A novel is one way to influence popular culture. Obviously I'm not making much of a dent yet. But someone had to do it first. If we have more of this, it may get easier for Americans to accept our ideas about arranged marriages, moral warfare in your personal life, obedience, and living a hard life when you could more easily live an easy life. These are hard ideas to sell, the way the culture is now.

To influence the world, the aesthetic has to be general to start with and as more people become attuned to it we can get specific. Even in the best of all worlds, you'd have stories about families-living and loving and dying and challenging-human stories that are not exclusively Unificationist. They are common to all humanity. We didn't create them first.

CS. Larry, what's your final word to fellow seminarians?

LW. Perhaps this is more of a justification for myself and what I'm doing, so that I feel right with God in the church, but I could say this: Everyone who goes to the Seminary has an opportunity to gain a sense of their talents. And one question we can ask is how can I accomplish something for God with a talent or ability I have, or want to learn? If I follow that, then I have to take responsibility to succeed and offer it back to the Church. If I follow that, then I have to take responsibility to succeed and offer it back to the Church. If I don't succeed, then the Church can rightfully say you wasted your time. But that's what taking responsibility is about. If one does not feel a calling in a certain area, it's probably wise to do what the Church is asking you to do. Both of these are better than just surviving, though I know just surviving in cases can be full time. Nearly all Church members got started late in life, having kids usually before we had jobs or career paths. I must say I'm blessed with the best of all possible worlds in the Church. I have the time and connections to do these projects. So I had better make something of it.

Out of Africa: A Missionary Returns

This interview by Ron McLachlan with Robert Williamson, Edinburgh, was first published in Village: The Hometown Newsletter.

Robert Williamson-a Scot born in Africa-returned to Edinburgh, his Hometown, after spending almost seventeen years in Zambia (formerly Rhodesia). Robert joined the church in Edinburgh in 1973. After approximately three years working in various missions in Britain and America, he was asked to go to Africa as a missionary. He was joined in his mission by a German and a Japanese brother and, under the direction of Rev. Kwak, began the historical restoration of Zambia. His work there almost immediately grabbed UC media headlines when he started a sausage factory and retail businesses as outreach projects. This approach proved to be very successful. After many years Robert became an Africa Regional Leader.

What does a missionary do when, retiring from the foreign field, he returns from Africa to his Hometown? Simple ... he starts a bakery of course!

Ron McLachlan. Before you returned to your Hometown, had you been thinking and planning it for some time?

Robert Williamson. Well ... when Father talked about it a few years ago it was in my mind as it probably was for everyone ... but I didn't have a structured plan. A series of circumstances led to my coming.

RM. What were your feelings when the day arrived for you to come home and can you remember your first impressions when you saw Edinburgh and Scotland after your many years in Africa?

RW. My first impression was that it was exactly as I had left it twenty years earlier! When I left in '73 to go to America we were about five members in Edinburgh and when I came back in '93 there were still five members. The only difference was that these members were now Blessed. There hadn't been a huge external development but there had of course been a maturing; instead of single members there were now families trying to organize the next level of their lives.

Being a missionary in Africa, I was quite used to fairly large Sunday services and, in my last posting in Russia, we also had extensive activities going on. That was in Rostov-on-Don in South West Russia where, in our activities, we could usually generate an audience of several hundred people.

RM. You seem to have been able to set up your business here quite quickly-more or less within a year-do you have a background or experience in this field?

RW. Well, yes...before I joined the Church I was studying hotel management at Napier Technical College (as it was then). I had finished my first year when I dropped out and became a missionary.

In Africa, we had a sausage factory and several retail outlets so, over the years, we learned how to run this type of business, i.e., food and take-away. Basically I just know about food and food-related business. When I came back from Russia last September, my wife and I then thought about what to do. The first thing of course is capital-we are in a capitalist country-so we approached our English and German relatives and got loans from both sides of the family and so we could start this little business here. RM. Many members who have not yet started their Hometown work are really concerned about economic matters and when they see other families in their hometowns and suffering in this way, they feel discouraged and uninspired about going to their hometowns. Before you returned to Edinburgh, were you worried or anxious about how you might survive and even prosper financially?

RW. Yes, of course we were concerned, but I remember years ago that Father said we must get the cooperation of our relatives. Our mission internally is to save our families, but also they have to give us the birthright-whatever is due to us in terms of inheritance, or anything else, must come to our side. So, with this in mind, we have always tried to keep a good relationship with our relatives. We have visited as much as possible and written letters and we looked to the day when we would need their assistance.

RM. Did you actually think that out?

RW. Oh yes, quite a few years ago...because we are a transitional generation, unless we get the financial support, external support, material support of our relatives, we will find it difficult to make a go of it in hometown. Many parents may have resentments against the Church, perhaps because we dropped out of college or left a good job, but when they see their grandchildren, that becomes the heartistic point of unity enabling them to connect to us.

RM. That seems to be a very clear understanding of the Third Blessing.

RW. Yes, perhaps that's true.

RM. Is there any advice you feel would be valuable to give to members who are thinking about starting a business or returning to their hometown?

RW. Well, this is my first experience of running a business in a developed country and it is, in some ways, more difficult to do this here. In Africa, there is more freedom and fewer regulations. The rules and laws in Britain are quite explicit and have to be followed. I think the first thing you have to do is work out your costing; you need to get a very good solicitor. This is very expensive but well worth it in the long run. For example, the solicitor can find out for you why the business you are thinking of buying is getting sold. Is there a genuine reason or circumstance for selling that business? The most important thing you have to look at is the location. Is the seller trying to get rid of the business for reasons of low turnover and lack of customers? Or are the walls about to collapse in two or three months' time? This is why you need to invest in a very good solicitor. One can usually find a good solicitor by referral. In my case, my stepfather had some good connections and he referred them to me. The main thing is-as I said, because this is a capitalist country- you need to have enough capital in your hands. The only way I can see that this can be achieved is if the relatives come together and offer financial help in the shape of interest-free loans. Without this, it is very difficult because we would have had to go to banks and other commercial institutions.

RM. What is your vision for Hometown?

RW. Well, I joined the Church when I was nineteen years old and I am now forty-two. I think that after forty, one is beginning a new life- starting something completely new, from the very bottom again, and working one's way up. I am quite interested to work in the political field and of course one can't just become an MP overnight; you have to start again from zero. I will also be studying with the Open University and will read Society and Social Studies. To move things in this country, you need to have a foundation which society can respect and understand; we should work in the community.

RM. What other advice would you give to members?

RW. I think that it is vital to live a public life. We have to be seen in society-doing things in society. If one becomes just centered on oneself, it is then very difficult for God to work through us in the community; we need to have public positions and live publicly. Then God can work.

Reprinted from Village: The Hometown Newsletter.

New Workshop Vision Provides Hope for an Internal Thanksgiving Feast

by Dan Fefferman

What: An experimental Divine Principle Workshop
When: Saturday, November 26
Where: New Yorker Hotel, Grand Ballroom
Time: 9:00 am to 8:30 pm
How Much: $40 in advance, $50 at the Door

Now that the cat's out of the bag about the Messianic Secret, it's about time we adjusted our workshop style to reflect the new providential reality.

That's what I've been feeling, anyhow.

I'm getting some definite confirming feedback on that opinion, too. Not only from fellow Church members, but from the Universe Itself.

In early October I began developing some ideas on new approaches to workshops and outreach. I got so excited that I drafted a letter to various Powers that Be when...

Never even had to mail it.

Out of the blue, I got a call from Tyler Hendricks saying Rev. Joong Hyun Pak wants me to come up to New York and help revitalize the workshop and witnessing tradition.

Talk about Synchronicity...

Anyway, by the time you read this, the new workshop idea will be about to become reality.

Here's what I'm so excited about.

O.K. It's the Completed Testament Age, right? That means that the role of Rev. and Mrs. Moon as True Parents is now openly proclaimed. No more Messianic Secret.

Our workshops haven't yet caught up to the new reality. We spend half our workshop time using the principles of restoration and the parallels of history to unveil what isn't even a secret any more. We're using the methodology of 1974 to reach the people of 1994.

Time to wake up and smell the ginseng.

It's now incumbent on us to show, not tell people what the fruit of the Tree of Life tastes like. That means helping them get in touch with their Original Minds and giving them practical tools they can use in their everyday lives to achieve spiritual growth.

That's why an experiential workshop is just what the doctor ordered.

What do I mean by an experiential workshop?

Basically this: very little blackboard teaching. A lot of group work, reflective exercises and guided meditations.

The idea is that we let people work with basic Chapter One principles, especially the Three Blessings. They then use them as tools to get in touch with their Original Mind.

Several things are accomplished through this method. First, people come to own the concepts--to discover the Principles within themselves--and no one falls asleep. Second, the workshop is designed to stimulate reflection and growth for members as well as for guests. Third, we widen the gate of heart for people to enter God's realm. Fourth, people feel that they've been given something they can use in their daily lives for personal growth. And finally, everyone leaves the workshop wanting more!

This in turn should help us be able to witness more effectively. It's much easier to get someone to come to a workshop if you can honestly share your own experience of growth and your confidence that your friend will get something they perceive as valuable for their investment of time and energy.

Everywhere I go, when I share this vision for the new workshop, people tell me things like: "God! It's just what we need."

Mike Inglis--who is my partner in this little endeavor--and I are so energized by what's going on, that we've decided to offer a money-back guarantee to anyone who is dissatisfied by their experience at the workshop.

Are we crazy, or is this the start of something big?

Here's a synopsis of the workshop schedule in case you're interested.

It's all based around the idea of the renewal of the Three Blessings.

Workshop Schedule

8:00 Registration begins

9:00 Orientation: The Original Three Blessings and our lives today

9:15 The Third Blessing: Guiding your life as a microcosm of creation.

9:30 Workshop in the Third Blessing: Goal setting skills as a tool for stewardship and success.

11:00 Ritual for the Third Blessing

11:30 Exercise in verbal and non-verbal greetings

12:00 Creation of discussion groups and Lunch

1:00 The First Blessing: Restoring original innocence and creativity

1:15 Breakout Workshops (choose one)

1. Inner Child exercise--Richard Cohen

2. Shadow Warrior Artistry--Dan Fefferman

3. Habits for Successful Living--Bill Lay

3:00 Break and discussion

3:30 Energizing Meditation--Myra Stanecki and Barry Geller

4:00 The Second Blessing: Life, love and lineage

4:15 Breakout Workshops

1. Life: Lifeboat Exercise--Dan Fefferman

2. Love: Marriage and Parenting Skills--Nora Spurgin 3. Lineage: Inner True Parenting--Richard Cohen

6:00 Dinner

7:00 Guided Mediation: "The Tree of Life"--Myra Stanecki

7:30 Introduction to True Parents and opportunities for further growth.

8:15 Closing Ritual--"Blessed Are You..."

I guess that's enough of an appetizer. The main course will be served November 26 at the New Yorker, just in time for you to have recovered from the physical feasting at Thanksgiving time.

Oh, and in case you're wondering about some of the exercises like "Shadow Warrior Artistry," "Inner True Parenting," or "Ritual for the Third Blessing," you'll just have to show up at the New Yorker on Saturday the 26th to find out.

Needed: Character Education in Schools

by Haven Bradford Gow

A news story in the Sept. 18, 1994 Greenville, Mississippi Delta Democrat Times reported: "The Greenville School Board has stiffened the penalties for bringing weapons to school. Students who bring guns to school will now be expelled or sent to an alternative program for a minimum of one year, and those who bring other weapons will be suspended at least five days."

Just three days later the same paper reported: "Three teenage boys were jailed on capital rape charges after an attack on a 15-year-old girl at Greenville High School Tuesday.... Because of the nature of the crime, all three boys are being charged as adults."

Incidents like the above reveal the shocking decay of youth morality in the United States. The tragic truth is that every day in this nation, 2,795 teenagers become pregnant; 1,106 procure abortions; 1,295 give birth; 10 children are killed by guns; six teens commit suicide; 135,000 children bring guns to school; 7,742 teens become sexually active; 623 teens contract a sexually transmitted disease; 437 teens are arrested for drinking or for drunk driving.

An article in the Sept. 4, 1994 Catholic Twin Circle provides another reason for alarm: "The University of Michigan's most recent survey of drug use among young people-conducted in 1993-found that the use of illicit drugs, especially marijuana, is on the rise among teens. The Michigan study-which has surveyed 50,000 eighth-graders, sophomores and seniors every year since 1975-also discovered that teens are much less concerned with the ill effects of drug use, despite all the drug education programs."

Alarmed about the tragic teenage suicides, homicides, drug and alcohol abuse, pregnancies and abortions, increasing numbers of educators, government and religious leaders and civic groups have been urging families, churches, schools, social organizations and the business community to reemphasize the teaching, learning and practice of good manners and good morals.

Learning to practice good manners and good morals is an essential ingredient in the formation of good character. In her new book, Ethics (New York: Dutton Books), journalist Susan Terkel explains: "Character is `built' thought by thought, act by act, deed by deed. As you accumulate bad ones, you erode or destroy your character. Eventually, the cumulative effects of these thoughts and behavior give you your character. In turn, it also defines who you are. And with character you earn the trust or mistrust of others. And with that, you earn your reputation, or what others think of you."

According to Dr. Thomas Lickona, a professor of education and psychology at State University of New York (Cortland), "Moral education...is not a new idea. Down through history, education has had two great goals: to help students become smart and to help them become good. Smart and good are not the same.... In everyday life, all of us know highly intelligent people who are arrogant, selfish and inconsiderate."

In this connection, a 1989 report by the American Jewish Committee and a 1990 joint statement by Catholic and Jewish religious leaders pointed out that the public schools can and should emphasizes the teaching, learning and practice of moral values like courtesy, kindness, honesty, decency, moral courage, justice, good sportsmanship, self-respect, respect for others and the Golden Rule of treating the way we would like to be treated. These values are universally esteemed and indispensable to the survival of civilized society.

Certainly we cannot measure educational progress solely by intellectual achievement; we also must consider whether our schools are helping young people develop those moral and spiritual qualities of mind and character needed to become virtuous human beings, good citizens and neighbors and productive members of society.

Melting the Heartbeat in Rwanda

by R. Therese Guevara-Berkeley, CA

Leading a rich, spiritual life while at the same time dying a little bit each day is my heavenly mantle for eternal success.

Failing to become a Missionary in 1975, I began to pray for the missionaries' cause in their foreign lands as though it were mine. By forgetting self and focussing on them an on-going relationship of heart could grow for their victory. As time went on the African Missionaries intentions, besides the CIS cause, became my specific prayer points. Without permission I adopted my old roommate in Barrytown before the missionaries left in 1975, Mary Bizot and her husband Joseph and their little girl, as symbolic missionaries for all the African Continent. I did the same for the CIS intentions, symbolically using Jack and Rene Corley and Dr. Seuk for all the unknown missionaries there.

Continuing news was manifesting every week about Rwanda and sensing danger, I thought my prayers became more fervent. Mistakenly I thought it was sufficient. What was my shock to hear their plight was worse than imagined!

Yes, I was asking that they could get help when one of them would have to cross a river infested with alligators; yes, I was asking for their protection against hunger and malaria, yes I was asking for strength to work with difficult Cains and Abels; yes, I was asking for the nurturing of their spiritual children. However these were only some of the issues (which True Parents have been known to help) compared to the reality.

From both sides, the Tutsies and the Hutsies, many were killed, including our memorable Missionary-Leader, VEREDIQUE PARFAIT RWABUHUNGU and his beloved, memorable, 8-month pregnant wife, ARELAN THEOPHILE, formerly of the Philippines. They were in the process of heading for the border Refugee Camps. There is no ambiguousness here regarding the lack of human rights' issues!

Sunday Service Announcement Time at Hearst Center in Berkeley, California, Gary Fleischman, past African Missionary, spoke from his heart about the Philippino Sister who was violently killed and how she had been the beloved Team Mother of their workshop in the Phillippines for him and many others before leaving for distant continents. He begged us to pray for them because they might have trouble making their transition in the spirit world because of the sudden, violent death. After his announcement, Rev. Thompson asked us to pray for them. Words could not come; all I could do was sob my heart out. I was unprepared for this shocking news. Rwanda and its happenings had become an integral part of my life!

How could such a tragedy happen? Why?

It is not known when our prayers will be insufficient to save the life of a brother or sister. Known to me have been past incidences were tragedy was averted as brothers and sisters united in focussed prayer, like the safety of members traveling in icebound conditions. In this Rwanda matter, I was puzzled and realized my prayers were not in any way able to have power over what actually transpired. Perhaps there was still some element lacking in them?

What about the 8-month-old baby prematurely killed in her mother's tummy? Will this baby be able to grow in spirit to perfection? I am certain there are holy plans for this unborn, Blessed Child in heaven. For extenuating circumstances involving the Providence on earth, our True Parents and God have solutions. Faith and confidence in Heavenly solutions is required today in the age of modern-day martyrs. My heart says,

"yes"

True Parents must make some unbeknown victory out of this.

Enlightenment of the Heavenly Will came, when I could resign myself as much as possible to the Heavenly point of view.

What is not known at the moment is whether the offerings of our brothers and sisters' lives will be the price paid for heavenly victory for their countries later on? If, at a future time, Rwanda flowers in a heavenly manner, the reason for its success will be known and recorded in the archives of heavenly hearts. Martyrdom for one's country will surely manifest into the highest level in the Spiritual World with True Parents!

Many times Father has mentioned the highest place in heaven for Saints, Patriots and Martyrs. Father has also mentioned that the sacrifice of a missionary will be the legacy for his country. What a glorious honor to go as a martyr for one's missionary country!

As the life of supplication continues and I find myself going down the list of points suddenly coming upon Rwandan friends, angst ensues and then I am reduced to tears. God is not through with me. What could possibly be lessons to relearn?

Renewing deeper oneness with the three Holy Songs preceding prayer is only the beginning of this offering directed to God's Heart. Not to stick with my own attitudes and priorities for prayers is next. Definitely to hone motivation and to zoom in on Heavenly Father's heart. Finally, to give with my whole, heart, mind and body in repentance, and in tears and in whatever compassion it takes to reach the Heavenly Team in heaven and earth.

What else might I wish for at this time besides 100% earnest prayers? Will I ever see them face-to-face? In heaven is where I can meet Rwandan friends. Who knows? Maybe we can entertain ourselves with respective cultural songs and dances? Who knows what heavenly experiences of love and joy might transpire? Who really knows?

Veredique Parfait Rwabuhungu
Arelan Theophile
Gaston Mugamage
Severin Hakizimana
Philip
Three Still Missing.

Insights Into The Afterlife into Second Printing

by Mrs. Nora Spurgin-NYC

Nearly every day one or more orders for the Insights booklet come into the WFWP office. We are most pleased to see this great interest in the booklet, for its creation was the testing of a new way to share universal truth and guide people to have the kind of spiritual goals in life which would enhance life on "the other side."

The first print run of 3,000 has been completely sold, with orders of several hundred awaiting our printing of 4,000. The new booklet carries a new cover design.

Positive response has been overwhelming, giving one cause to believe that, at this time in the history of the evolution of humankind we are not only on the edge, but well into a full-fledged spiritual awakening. People are seeking guidelines and explanation for those insights which are rising up from deep within.

Today we are seeing angel specials, weekly TV angel programs, angel movies and angel books everywhere. Interest in, and experience of, healing, channeling, and spiritual guidance is no longer confined to a growing group of "New Agers" and religious mystics, it is permeating deep into the mainstream of our society. I believe that the "angel explosion" is Christianity's answer to the presence of spirits in returning resurrection. Guardian angels are historically safe-spirits are not. Christianity has sought to protect the believer from the spirit worlds in fear of demonic possession, possible insanity, and contamination of the doctrines which created some level of cohesiveness.

Today, the New Age is not just a group of people with a broader, less formal belief system; the New Age is literally The New Age-a time when God is speaking more directly to his children and bringing them into a new awareness of their spiritual continuity after earth-life and their spiritual life while on earth.

Recently I attended a four-day conference in Washington DC on "Women of Vision: Leadership for a New World." A broad mix of women leaders were there-from Congresswomen to corporate executives-from artists and musicians to yoga instructors, from leftist activists and former radical feminists to teachers and healers.

The common ground was spirituality. It was an open forum to share how God was guiding in their lives and giving them a vision to help lead the world into a more peaceful, more nurturing, safer place for the family of humankind. Absent was the men-bashing; we talked about partnership and complementary relationships. Absent was the hardness and coldness of legalism and goal-directed completion; in its place was a kind of gentle flow from a group of 500 women seeking direction from above and letting themselves flow together in an effort to create a better world.

It was a first-of-its-kind conference based on the vision of one woman, Rama Vernon, who took a bold step to find others who shared her vision.

Throughout the four-day conference, twelve Native American grandmothers sat on the stage in a semicircle offering prayer support for the conference!

There's no doubt in my mind that God is sending down droplets of truth with the angels and spirits like a gentle rain upon us. Many of us are unaware of our watering until the new growth starts sprouting within and around us.

Back to Insights Into The Afterlife! I believe we can use this 30- questions-and-answers booklet to help focus the universal truths and gather the energies around us in order to beam them into clear actions enabling people to live more meaningfully and purposefully.

Readers have written or told us: "I carry Insights with me all the time. I need more because I don't want to let go of my personal copy."

"I gave one to a friend whose father was dying of cancer. She read it and gave it to her father, who had no interest in reading about the afterlife. After reading it, he called and ordered 10 copies to give to his children and relatives."

"Insights is a clear and easy-to-read booklet on the deep questions of life."

"Bravo for writing Insights."

The booklet fills a need for literature which is simple and focuses on addressing specific questions with specific answers. It is not necessary to wade through a lot of extraneous materials to find the basic points, making it a convenient little reference book. So far, its distribution has been through the Church, but it is our hope to begin reaching a wider audience through marketing outside of Church circles. Anyone who is interested in marketing the booklet in your local area, please let me know of your interest.

For your information, the books can be ordered through WFWP for $2.00 plus $1.00 postage and handling for a single copy. Larger orders are 10 booklets for $15.00 plus $3.00 p+h or $125.00 for 100 plus $13 p+h.

In Search of True Parents

by Carl Redmond

I would like to express the depth of what it means to me to have "True Parents." We use the words so casually, and yet the significance of them is truly great. For those of us "in the Church," we already know and realize the historical significance of those words and the idea they convey, which is specifically: "You must be born again"-that is to say, "all mankind" must be born again through the True Parents.

Adam and Eve were destined to be the "True Parents" but they fell and became false parents. Jesus came as the "true father" and there should have been a "true mother" also. Who was to be this true mother? We don't know, due his undue death, but the Holy Spirit came as the spiritual bride of Jesus. Since that time they, Jesus and the Holy Spirit, have been giving spiritual rebirth to Christians around the world.

How about today? Today we have the True Parents again, living with us on earth-not specifically Jesus but someone walking the way of Jesus. At the age of 15, Sun Myung Moon was praying on a mountainside when he met Jesus who said to him: "Please help me to fulfill the mission I started 2,000 years ago-that is to say: building the Kingdom of God on earth."

While many Christians are awaiting the appearance of the Messiah out of a clear blue sky, today we are saying quite emphatically in the Unification Church: "Stop looking. He's already here." In fact, if you keep looking that way, Jesus might never show up. But someone walking the way of Jesus-now that's an interesting thought!

For those of us who have already accepted this reality, miraculous as it may seem to have the True Parents walking amongst us again, the next item to consider is: to what degree are we united in heart with them-the True Parents? Quite flatly, the level of "unity of heart" we have with them will determine the quality and also victory of our life on earth and in the spirit world.

How much do you love True Parents? How much are you longing for them? Do you keep their speeches in a box or drawer somewhere or do you read them? Is your thinking aligned with them-are you calling on them in your heart, day and night? Do you read the testimonies of early members who went the way of God's will before you? Are you familiar with just how incredibly sinful this world has become? Do you long to see our Church functioning positively and effectively in this world? Then you surely know we have some work to do?

Please examine yourself in light of Father's teaching or credo: Life for the sake of others. Another maxim of True Parents' life would be: Advance by being beaten-and also: Investing and forgetting. Don't look at the situation in a discouraged way, but rather use it (i.e., where you are in relation to Father's teaching) to challenge yourself to establish new horizons.

Heart Matters in the Russian Providence

by Rev. Thomas Phillips-Moscow, Russia

True Father has spoken often this year about the importance of being guided by our conscience so that God can directly guide our lives and dwell with us on earth. Father's concept of conscience in this usage is closer to our understanding of the original mind. Our conscience becomes fully developed when we come into the vertical understanding of truth which the Divine Principle gives to our lives. When we come into this vertical understanding of reality, we feel that most of our questions about life are answered through our conscience. This is what most of use experience after understanding the Divine Principle.

Centered upon our conscience we can come to stand as a true subject over our lives. The first step to connect to our conscience is to ask ourselves where we are standing today in the process of our spiritual growth. What is really motivating us? Somehow, part of the motivation may be lack of love. Human beings need love in order to be fulfilled; however, since the fall, we have been controlled by Satan with false love. To follow our conscience we first have to end the false subject which is directing our lives. We have to find how to deny him. We are receiving false joy and satisfaction from letting the false master be the subject over our lives. That is why religious life always begins with denial-the denial of the false subject in my life.

If we want to find our false subject, we can set out a task directed from our original mind such as sacrificing something we have for the sake of another person. After this we can listen to the counterproposals within ourselves. It requires honesty and courage to confront the enemy within ourselves. Then once we realize our false subject, we should deny it. Still, we would need to replace it with something positive-our true self.

The human spirit has the potential for change. After all, we were created to be worthy to call ourselves the sons and daughters of God. It is the experience of true love which can change a person. When our original self becomes the subject of our lives, we can receive true joy and happiness. The false self motivates us to do the wrong things in order to get love. The more we can learn to put our true self in the subject position, the more good energy comes to support us. If we look at the examples of Jesus and Father, rather than losing energy and power by totally investing themselves, they are constantly filled with more power.

In my ministry in the CIS, I have been very blessed to have the close support of Albertina Clarke and Thomas L.. We share the responsibility of assisting Dr. and Mrs. Seuk in the leadership of the CIS and the Baltic nations, representing them in their absence. Our relationship is based upon a deep heartistic unity which transcends any feeling of authority or position. The relationship among us is very fluid and spontaneous. Based upon our heartistic unity we have experienced many miracles in our daily life of God's close presence and guidance. Albertina represents the heart of absolute attendance to the True Parents and True Family and the higher spiritual realms led by Heung Jin Hyung Nim and Jesus Nim. Her heartful prayers of repentance and her passionate personal relationship with Heavenly Father and True Parents have been the spiritual basis for Jesus' appearance and guidance through Thomas L..

Spiritual phenomena in our movement have not had the best record, often becoming uncentered. Therefore, it is understandable that spiritual phenomena are met with suspicion. However, we are now living in a new era, as characterized by our new Family Pledge in which we pledge "to advance positive development daily in order to unify the subject spiritual world with the object physical world."

Those who have experienced the "Pentecostal appearances" of Jesus through Thomas L. can testify that Jesus speaks as one of the True Family testifying to the revelation of God revealed through the True Parents.

My own personal experience has greatly helped me personally to understand what it means to come from the archangelic realm into Adam's realm as a subject of the spiritual and physical world. Jesus came one evening in my flat while my wife and I were together with Thomas L. and Albertina Clarke. This experience has helped my wife and me to understand more deeply the value and dignity that True Parents have given us through the Blessing. Since then our marriage life has been greatly blessed, liberating us to deeper levels of relationship to one another, our family and the mission.

I want to share heart to heart with brothers and sisters the experience that is available to us at this time in the providence. I hope that the relationship between Albertina Clarke, Thomas L. and myself as a trinity can be an inspiration as what our working relationships as missionaries can be. We have no interest in position or authority over one another.

There are different viewpoints within our family, but how can we come together bringing unity among east and west, north and south? True Parents have come to do far more than unite the Unification movement: our goal is the unification of religions and cultures. It is my experience that if we center upon bringing liberation to our True Parents' grieving heart and are willing to do whatever is necessary to realize their expectations, we can then find unity within our diversity.

True Parents have an absolutely victorious standard on all levels, from the individual to the cosmic. They have created the environment in which we can complete ourselves as God's sons and daughters through providing us a formula course by which we can stand at least on the tribal level of messiahship. It will be through us that most of the world will know True Parents; therefore, we have the responsibility to realize our True Parents' words substantially in our lives, creating unity between races and nationalities and developing our character to incarnate God's heart. True Parents' expectation is that we become even greater than them, as fantastic as it sounds. Realizing that our lack of fulfillment takes away the authority of True Parents' words, we should testify to the world about True Parents through fulfilling their words in this, the Completed Testament Age.

We should believe that we can change and perfect ourselves if we follow the Principle pattern that True Parents have established. First, it requires that we are honest and frank about where we stand today in the process of our spiritual growth. Second, that we are flexible and willing to change, no matter what our age or how long we have been in the movement. And third, that we allow God and the higher realms of spiritual world to come to us, allowing us to stand in the center of harmony between God and True Parents' work in the subject spiritual world and the object physical world.

Reprinted from Family Ties.